Mistake

I'm a Monster

Chapter 2

I glance at myself one more time in the mirror, I'm disgusted with myself. What did I do? Why did I just kill my mom, the woman who gave me life, who stuck with me and my problems, and now she's gone because of me.

I. Am. A. Monster.

I stand up and bend down, picking up the bloody knife. I didn't want to see the mess I have created, so I took the comforter off her bed and laid it on top of her body.

I head down stairs and into the kitchen. I put the knife in the sink. What could've made me do this? I took my medicine, right?

Wait, medication, did I take my pill? I go into to the cabinet and take out my pills and start to count them. Last time I remember I had thirteen pills.

... 10..11..12..13. Shit! I never took the pill! How could I be so stupid?

I was completely out of thought, I have to get out of here, I just murdered my mother, I'd be sent to life to jail!

I took the pill then put the rest into my bag. I quickly run upstairs to my room and change out of the bloody clothes and stuff them in my bag to wash later. I wash the blood off me too in the bathroom. Then I grab my keys and run to my car. I drive to the nearest pharmacy.

I look down the isle until I see what I'm looking for. I grab the blonde hair dye and also grab a pair of scissors. I need to make myself look different because people would know it was me. They would know because my Mom did not go out very often, so who else would it be?

I pay for the items and head back to my car.

I sat in the car. Where can I go? Wait Ariana. I can go there. Wait no, what if she turned me in, I can't risk it.

I look a few buildings down until I see a hair place. I quickly get out of my car, with the hair dye, and walk into the salon.

"Hi, how can I help you?" The woman at the front desk asks.

"Hi, umm would it be possible for you to dye my hair with this," I hold up the hair dye, "and cut my hair?" I ask.

"Umm sure, I'll take you back."

*

After she finished, I looked in the mirror, I wouldn't notice me, at least not at first glance. I thank the women, pay and go to my car, the only question is where would I go?

I start to drive, I don't know where I'm going, but I continue to drive.

*

After driving for many hours, I stop at a beach. I get out of my car and head out. The sun was close to setting, but there was still much light out, if that makes any sense.

I walk to about the middle of the beach and sit down in the sand. I have my legs scrunched up to about my chest and my hands are playing with the dry sand.

I start thinking about what I've done.

How could I've so stupid, let alone, let my anger take over me. I mean, I killed my mother. I was definitely going to Hell.

I started sobbing. My hair fell in front of my face and I left it there.

A few minutes later a felt someone tap me on the shoulder.

"Hey are you o-" She starts until I look up at her and she gasps.

"Oh my God are you okay? What happened? Do you need to go to the doctor?" She asks.

At first I don't know what she is talking about until I remember earlier when John beat me with the baseball bat.

"Um, I've been better. But you mean this?" I point to my face and she nods still standing some distance away from me.

"Well I smashed this guy's truck with a baseball bat for a reason, and then he took the bat away from me and beat me with it, so yeah. And please no doctor I'm fine."

"You don't look fine." She says sincerely, "And you've been crying your definitely not okay."

"If you went through what I just did you'd be a mess too."

"Hun what's your name?" She asks.

"Brooklyn." I say looking down. "How about you?" I looked at the woman as I asked.

"Well Brooklyn, I don't know what happened, but trust me everything will be okay. And my name is Demi."

"No, it won't, in the end, I'll just be going to Hell."

"Why would you say that?" She says coming to sit next to me.

I stand up. "Please don't come near me. I'm a monster."

"Why would I be afraid of you?" She says and I start crying recalling what happened only a few hours ago.

"Because I killed my own mother." I said and start running to my car.

"Where are you going?" Demi yells.

"To kill myself because now you know and you'll tell the cops and I'll be sent to jail for life. And I'd rather be dead in Hell then in jail." I say and get into my car driving away as quickly as possible.

*A/n Awe snap, what do you think will happen?