Decisions of Love(underconstrustion)

Chapter 5: Getting used to it

As I walk to my second period class and sit down I'm a little scared because of how I talked to Cameroon yesterday. I talked to Nivaya and Maggie and they told me to be strong and not blab open my mouth today because there class is going on a field trip, so they wont be there to protect me. It's like a new given talent that I just talk back to Cameroon.
As I sit down in class I say hi to all the new friends I had made the day before but then I just sit quietly anticipating what will happen when Cameroon comes into class. Wait why I'm here scared shitless because I'm afraid that Cameroon is going to say something when he comes to class, how dumb could I be his obviously going to be late or not even come, and if he were to come it wouldn't be because of me, I'm quite irrelevant to him.
( I blow a breath of relief.)
See class is over and he didn't even show up. I knew it, I most of scared him or something, "Dove be serious with yourself who would really be scared of your crusty self"I remind myself of my irrelevances.

Hey Dove, come on and flap your  glorious wings right beside me. 

Who is this kid, even though i recently started to become social I still don't know half the kids in my classes. And now some out spoken jock looking kid is calling me to sit beside him. Should I go sit beside him and potential get a problem on my hands or should I just sit down and not cause a problem, yeah I think that's what I'm going to do sit my ass down.

Out spoken jock: Hey didn't I call you over?

Oh my gosh what trouble have I put myself in, is this what happens when you try to be sociable, Drama, me take the safe route the first time didn't work so I guess I'm going to have to take the risky and loud mouth way out of this.

(me)Dove: Yes, I'm not deaf I heard you but just chose not to sit next to you.

"OOOOOUUUUUUU" exclaims the shook class at my bravery or stupidity.

Loud mouth Jock: Oh since you want to be a bitch about it, I'm going to plant myself beside you, which is appropriate to say since we are in a science class. 

Mr. Man tits: OK class sorry that I'm 5 minutes late but lets get to it.

Wow just as I'm about to try and move my seat the teacher comes. I guess his learning to pull his man tits faster, his 2 minutes earlier than usual. That's something I actually paid attention to while in this class. Well I guess I'm going to have to put up with this kid for a while.

Side note: 

Mr. Man tits actual name is Mr. Dolen, I don't think I really need to explain why I call him Mr. Man tits but yeah. He is our science teacher who is really excited and enthusiast with his job as a science teacher, well I guess that's good that he isn't grumpy with his job like other teachers.

After 20 minutes of sitting with this jock guy I learn his name to be Joshua and that he heard of me from Camroon and about my loud mouth attempts on him, and how they are surprised and impressed.

Joshua: You know actually are a better person then everyone thought, now that you have shown this new personality unlike before when you looked like you hated people and wanted to harm them.

Well I guess he is kind f accurate,                             

Dove: Well who says I still don't want to harm some of you people (we giggle a bit). Yeah I guess I have changed a bit, I bet all of you thought I was a lesbian right..... well I'm not I actually like guys ( that's not really what I wanted to say but since I don't really no him like that and he is a guy I'm not going to actually say it cause its quite inappropriate, words I would only say to my girl friends about the male genitalia).