Not Your Typical Fairytale

Chapter 1

As I sit here thinking about

everything, all of these memories

come flooding back to me all at once.

I am of course not mentally prepared

for everything that I thought I forgot.

The things I hoped completely left my

brain forever still found a way to

break free from deep down, causing

me to fill with emotions of all kinds.

Some happy, mad, but mostly things

that make me want to cry my eyes

out.

When I finally think I have drown my

demons they come back stronger, me

forgetting that they know how to

swim. The thoughts in my head make

me realize that no matter how much I

wish to be normal, I know I never

can.  I sit here and think about how

deep my jealousy is for the popular

people that are always so happy,

because they have never have had a

care in the world. No problems have

ever came their way and that is how

it is going to stay, but we all know

that the people that haven't had a

perfect life, the people like me, will

always struggle. They cannot help it

of course, because they always have

the thoughts swimming in their head

that this is the way life is supposed to

be.

These thoughts cause them to push

people away, to have trust issues, to

have depression or anxiety, or to say

"I am used to it."

It is not like anyone ever makes it

better though. The popular people

don't know what it is like to struggle,

so they cause others to. The people

that have had a rough life get bullied

by these people and it just adds more

to their plates.

People already know their lives aren't

perfect, but for people to make them

feel like they are worthless and don't

belong in this world is just wrong.

Which is how this isn't such a typical

fairytale, because they are always the

same. They start with

something"complicated" in life, but

honestly people have been through

worse, so actual fairytales don't

actually know the struggle some

people face in everyday life. The

struggle I face in everyday life.