So today has done okay I guess. I'm in geometry right now. My other classes went fine I guess. Nothing is the same anymore, I mean I did get my best friend back like I said yesterday but everything is still different. everyone seems so mad at me that I'm just done I can't wait to switch schools, like I need away from all the drama. No one actually cares about you , well people do but you gotta be pretty or dead. So, I'm just sitting in my geometry class taking notes. I really wanna be 18, I wanna leave school, i just don't want to leave my friends but I think I have too.
I'm in sixth hour now. It seems to be going okay now. I am trying to go through the day without crying I have been doing okay I guess. I mean everything is still different I have only three good grades. I am trying to get my grades up it's just hard you know? But I'm getting it done I am trying my hardest so it's time to study hella hard. Just because I have been sick I am failing all my classes. So when I get home I am using all my time to get my missing work turned in. No more messing around I am getting it done.
I am home after school hanging out with my cousin made my day so much better. I started working on all my missing work. I have a lot of it done I am going to be honest. I have been writing notes to people to tell them how I feel about them as well. I am not even close to being done with those. But you know life is what it is.
Tuesday, March 7. 2017