Why does life not work with me. I al was get bad grades in science and math. I wish I was a stay A student like this boy in my class Steven.I really hate asking for help with my homework or test, because no one else asks for help. I realy hate thinking different from everybody else. No one really understands me when I need help the most. Why am I hear, why am I doing this. Is this wear I belong on this world.My mom said God has a plane for me, does he want me to show the world something maybe. But before that happens I have to go through High School. I really don't want to go to Grissom, it sounds so scary. The biggest class I have ever had is 10. So God I need you to help me through the trouble in high school.