13 Days & Forever With You - Ted Sweeran

Chapter 4 Part 2

Taylor's POV

I'm a little Taylor ball, crying on a corner of somewhere, I don't care where I am. I didn't knew it was possible loving someone after a few days of meeting. He can't love me, he can't really feel it. But I can't be a selfish girl that can love but can't receive love back. Also, I'm not enough for him, as much as I want to be with him forever it won't happen and we can't change that and I don't want it in another way, if it's time for me to go I'll do it but... I just can't leave him. I keep wondering so many things, making a knot on my head. I dreamed about us if I wasn't sick.

"white lips, pale face, breathing in snowflakes" someone sang, I opened my eyes and saw Ed sitting next to me with a guitar. He strummed some chords and sang different things. I sat and stared at him. He's so talented and his voice is so angelic.

"I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a lego house, if things go wrong we can knock it down. My three words have two meanings, there's one thing on my mind, it's all for you" he sang looking at me. I smiled and he continue singing all the song, strumming his guitar, singing and making me funny faces.

"Ed that was amazing" I said, clapping.

"thanks, I wrote it a few minutes ago, you were asleep" I laughed.

"you're so talented, you should go through music"

"I'm not sure about that but thanks"

"why not?"

"look at me, you know how the music business is with people like me"

"hey, don't say that" I said and pulled his face in front of mine, "you're the most handsome, cute, funny, gentle and talented person I've ever met" and before he could complain or say something, I kissed him, like never before, "I love you and sorry for what I did" I said still against his lips.

"it's okay" he murmured and pulled me by the neck into a more intensive kiss. I love him, 'enjoy as much as you can' I promised my doctor and if he is what I need and love more than everything else, then I should make him stay. Then I can say to myself, 'you enjoyed him, you had the chance to love him and you'll wait for him somewhere else', otherwise I'll regret for everything I missed of him.

Ed's POV

"done?" I took her empty cup of hot chocolate and placed it on the table.

"can you wait here, thanks" she said and kissed my cheek. I looked at her running upstairs to her room. Weirdly.

"what's going on with your mommy?" I asked Meredith, she meowed and we turned back to watch the TV. We are watching Law and Order because Taylor loves it.

We waited for Taylor half an hour so I decided to go up and check on her. I knocked her door and there was no reply, I knocked again and she opened without any word. My jaw literally dropped and my eyes widened. 

"w-what are you doing?" I asked, ashamed. She was leaning on the door frame wrapped in a towel, her hair was completely wet and I felt bad for interrupting whatever she was doing. 

"taking a bubble bath, join me?" she said with a smile.

"i-if you don't have any problem" she shook her head. Hell! What an idiot, I can't even imagine my face and stare. Luckily she didn't slapped me or kicked me out.

"wait here, I'll put something on" I nodded weakly and she smiled before closing the door. Relax Ed.

"you can come in" she yelled, my hand was shaking but I opened the door.

"f**k" I murmured. She is wearing a bikini. It looks really hot on her.

"sorry, what?" she asked.