Along The Road (Dean Ambrose)

Aftermath

Dean picked me up Liv and Tyler were watching the kids for us, the whole ride was quiet when I gave him a hug and a kiss he didn't put effort in it like he always does. 

"how were the kids" I looked over at him while he was driving 

"good" he kept his eye in the road I nodded then looking out the window 

"getting closer for your gym to open you excited" 

"yep" he again with the one word answer 

As we pulled up to the house Dean got out and walked inside something was up I grabbed my luggage and walked inside Henry made a banner that said welcome home mommy he ran and gave me a kiss Liv stood there shaking her head I walked into the kitchen with Henry still on my hip Tyler stood there eating some chip and dip

"how the car ride go" he asked

"quiet" I chuckled

Tyler came closer "Dean knows about you and Gerard someone followed you two and took pictures Liv showed him the article with pictures I tried" he looked up and fell quiet 

"I hope he was worth it" Dean who was leaning on the door frame now "I hope he was worth ruining a marriage over" I turned to face him

"Dean I can explain" I walked over to him 

"explain how you left me behind so you can go screw your ex" he shouted

I shook my head no "I didn't screw him it was just a kiss"

"a kiss that lead from the bar to the room alright Angie" he turned around then left 

I ran my hands through my hair and followed "nothing happened Dean he walked me back to my room and that was it nothing happened I stopped it before it got to that point"

He went into the bedroom and pulled out his suitcase and started to pack "I didn't want to believe it but seeing those pictures then having people call me and ask what's going on" he didn't look at me "I trusted you" he stopped right in front of me looked down at me now my eyes filled with tears "I'll be back this weekend to see the kids" he zipped up his suitcase and left 

I heard him giving the girls and Henry kisses I placed my head in my hands and bawled I knew what was happening and I shouldn't even kissed him back nor even let him take me back to the hotel I could sense someone here I looked up and seen Liv "I never seen Dean this bad he was outside crying because of you" she shouted Tyler came running 

"Liv leave her alone" he said softly 

She looked at him with a pissed off look "I should take it easy on her after what she did to my brother"

"stop" I yelled "stop okay just leave"

"Angie" Tyler said softly I just gave him the please leave kind of look he nodded then left Liv followed I was to pissed off at myself. 

I walked into the living room Emma and Ava were both sleeping Henry was sitting on the couch watching TV I walked into the kitchen and started to make dinner I heard a small knock on the door I opened the door and Julian stood there with a bottle of whine 

"after reading everything that happened and watching Dean walk out with a suitcase I think you might need this" she smiled and handed me a bottle of whine 

"thanks" I said softly letting her come in "so it's all over the internet huh"

She nodded "pretty much" she coughed then sat down "can I ask why"

I looked down "we were sitting there talking about old times how we met our spouse then it turned how we fell for each other then all of a sudden we kissed then he took me back to the hotel because the limo driver left due to me telling him to then we made out again and I stopped it before anything happened but Dean don't believe me so" I shrugged 

"well he was in the back yard throwing around the furniture Liv had to the kids over to her place for a while because of how he was acting he was yelling cursing crying the cops were almost called" she placed her hands on mine "he'll come back and talk just right now he needs some space"

I nodded as I grabbed some whine glasses and sat down 

After dinner I gave the kids a bath and they are currently in bed sleeping I walked outside and seen the mess that Dean had made I placed the baby monitor on the table and started to clean up I heard the front door open it was Tyler 

"let me help" he started to help

"I caused this so you don't have to" I waved my hand

He looked at me "Angie you didn't"

"yeah I kinda did" I sat down he joined 

He huffed "you wouldn't make out with someone if there was a reason behind it" he looked at me "I can tell you and Dean had problems this last year Liv and him talk and she kind of comes home and tells me" we both laughed a little "instead of you guys dealing with the problems you just went as it never was there then you left and this" 

I kept looking up at the sky "I love Dean okay I really do but after having the twins we constantly fight over everything I have post pardon depression I didn't even tell him about he don't even look at me like he used to like we aren't really intimate with each other anymore sorry tmi I know but its like he could careless for me when I was talking to Gerard I don't know what happened but this feeling of wanting to be wanted and it felt good"

"He loves you he might not show it like you want him to but he does" he played with his thumbs "he loved you enough to go looking for you when you were pregnant with Henry he loved you enough to propose to you not once but twice he loved you enough to be married you to this long he loved you enough to have 2 little girls together" he was right Tyler's phone started to ding he pulled it out it was a text from Liv

Dean is staying here for now till he finds another place

He looked up then at me "he ain't coming back ain't he" he placed his finger up then texted back a ding soon followed 

come back home I'll talk more about it 

I got up and grabbed the monitor then walked back inside "go home okay I'm going to go to bed" Tyler gave me a hug then left I locked up and walked up to bed the whole night I spent crying.