Its been a year since Taehyung died...
I can't live anymore! I loved him.
Jimin always tried to cheer me up, saying stuff like "Smile more" or "You should Sing more often" but I knew deep down he was grieving with me. I always knew he loved Tae too, but I was the one Tae chose.
I loved him, and he just disappeared. I started to cut once I knew he was sick. My arms were sore everyday but I didn't know how to handle the pain.
Countless nights of me staring at my hand, wishing he was holding it. Hoping to hold it tight, fearing I would lose him. But I already lost him.
I would cry until I couldn't breath, then I still cried. I wish he never got cancer, never died.
I'm still in high school, it's not a good thing. I'm bullied regularly about my sexuality, saying I'm a 'disgrace'.
He was the only one who stood up for me, the only one I could smile with. Now he is gone...
YOU ARE READING
My Loss, My Gain
FanfictionJungkook has never been the same since Taehyung had been sick and died. Until Rap Monster comes into his life. Rap Monster has helped Jungkookie with his depression, and been a good friend to him. But does he want to be friends with him...
