My Loss, My Gain

My Loss, My Gain pt. 3

~A year has passed~

     Namjoon came flying towards me, giving me a tight hug. I squeaked, trying to rip from his grasp.
     "Stop it Joonie." I squealed.
     "Never, Kookie." He chirped back.
     I gave in, hugging him back. He was so warm, and he smelled amazing. He didn't smell like a strong scent of cologne but of vanilla or cherry blossoms.
     "Where is Jimin?" He asked softly.
     "I dunno..." I said, rolling my eyes at the sound of his name.
     I haven't forgiven that bastard for moving on so quickly. He had found a boyfriend after Tae's death. He should be grieving with me instead of being happy. Even though Tae didn't actually date him, he should still be upset. I thought he loved him...
     "Are you still sulking about Jimin getting a boyfriend?" He said, annoyance tinted in his voice.
     "No." I said childishly.
     "Good, because he didn't date Taehyung, so he's not cheating on him." He replied.
     "Don't say his name so thoughtlessly!" I huffed, pushing him away.
      "Hey!" He looked at me with a mad face.
      "I'm just gonna go..." I started to walk away, hugging myself.

~Next Day~

       A noise sounded from my door. I walked towards the door, opening it.
      "Oh, it's you..." I stared at Jimin's face, not very estatic.
      "We need to talk..." He looked at me with worry.
      "What do you need?" I answered back.
      "Why are you always avoiding me?! What did I do so wrong?" He yelled at me, his face turning red.
      "You did everything. You moved on, was Tae nothing to you?!"
      "Tae was everything for me! I just wasn't everything for him..."
       "So? You should be grieving instead of dating random boys!"
       "Yoongi isn't some random boy! He actually cares for me, he loves me!"
       "Sure..."
       "You know what! Tae is probably happy for me. I found someone else, I'm happy now!"
       "Don't say stuff like that! And don't you dare say Tae's name!"
       "You know, you drive everyone away. I know how Namjoon looks at you, if you didn't keep thinking of Tae you could be happy!" He pushed me, storming off.
        I fell down, thinking of what he said. 'Does Namjoon really like me?' I couldn't date anyways, Taehyung wouldn't approve...
       I just fell into my bed, staring at my hand. I curled up, slowly drifting off into a darkness.