Dear Diary,
It's Feb.10, which means it is just a few days before Heart's Day!! Well, of course my classmates will keep talking about crushes and all that kinds of stuff. Like saying that I have a crush on JC (Seriously??!! Why JC?!!). Those conversations almost blew up my head into pieces!! But for real, why wouldn't they talk about Leira and Chriss, who likes each other?! Before, they talked about Leira and Chriss and then, all of a sudden it became all about JC and I when I was the only one who gave him a gift on our Sports Week/Intramurals. It wasn't my fault I did that CRAZY thing, It was a DARE! If I did not do my friend's DARE, they will definitely play a trick on me or even make me to do something CRAZIER.
Okay, so at least tomorrow is Saturday! But, I gotta admit. I kinda like how Austinn acts a bit. He's kind and gentle. I'm just glad this is a diary, not a real person that can spread rumors or something. Wait! I forgot, There is this CRAZY event at school where we need to give something called "Valentines" to someone called our "Valentine". And this year, guess what? It's girls to boys! JUST GREAT (I swear I did not deserve this)! And yesterday we did the draw-lots and I got Austinn. JUST RLLY GREATT...
SPOILER ALERT: Someone told me Austinn got me as well. (Cheeky Cheesy)
So, I gotta get ready for another batch of bullying (I wish it counts). Wait.......JC just messaged me.
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JC: So,who did you get?
KayZ:?? PS. I'm busy writing in my diary!
JC: If you say so....
KayZ: Wait! Hold on! Who did you get?
JC: You tell me first then I tell you second. Deal?
KayZ: Yeah,Yeah. Whatever. I got Austinn.
JC: Oohh. Get ready....
JC TURNED OFFLINE
KayZ: Hey! You cheeky little..UGH! You didnt tell me yours yet!
JC TURNED ONLINE
JC: What?! You didn't say deal lol. I thought youre Ms.Intelli?
KayZ: Dang! It! DEAL!
JC: Okay, Fine! I got Leira. I got stuck in a triangle there. But still, YOU and Austinn are going to be on top list for the partners on Hearts' Day.
KayZ: Is there even such a thing? "Top List of Partners"?
JC: Yep. Guess you were not informed heh.
JC: Okie.. I gotta review and prepare my Valentine now.
JC TURNED OFFLINE
KayZ:What a desperate little thing.....
KayZ TURNED OFFLINE
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So, SPOILER ALERT CONFIRMED! Just. Great.
But, what could be worse than giving a "Valentine" to someone you slightly admire?
Oh yeah right. Being embarrassed by the people around you. The term I use for those "people"? Bullies. Don't ask me why. I now you know why.
One thing I don't know why though, is the fact that people being bullied turns into bullies themselves (Crazy right?). Believing the things that are lies/not the truth and in short, teasing themselves.
Sometimes you don't even know if you're fooling yourself or believing the truth. Sometimes, you can't even express yourself to others. Sometimes, we forget about ourselves, forget who we really are. Sometimes, we keep our feelings and our expressions LOCKED in something like............... a diary. And in the end, we realize we just fooled and we just hurt ourselves because of accepting what the people around us think of who we are. We just realized that we.... we could have stood up for what we thought.
So, what exactly am I doing with this diary? LOCKING my thoughts inside it. But, I don't need to LOCK it all. I can open it up to my friends, if I have friends (maybe I do).
OH wait a minuteeee... what have I actually written???
Wait, JC just messaged me.
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JC: soooo.......You trying to hide some deep, dark secrets in there?
KayZ: In what exactly?
JC: Oh, don't even bother to hide it KZ. I know you.
KayZ : How would you really know???
JC: I KNOW you.
JC: JUST.TELL.ME....!
KayZ: If you know who I am, I don't need to tell. :p
JC: Youre tough.
KayZ: oh iknow....
KayZ TURNED OFFLINE
JC: ...she's weak trying to be tough
KayZ TURNED ONLINE
KayZ : I could still see that Mr.SmartyPants. :pp
JC: i was just kidding lol.. :p bye
JC TURNED OFFLINE
KayZ: haha
KayZ TURNED OFFLINE
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See? EveryONE thinks they know who I really am from the inside. Reality is they don't know everythinnggg. And I don't know everything too.
Your Friend,
Kayzri :pp
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