Eva Triology: {{ So Realistic }} [COMPLETED]

Venting to Sam, while Sam vents to Dean

I kind of feel really bad because of Sam, but if he really had some feelings towards Eva... he would act really bad and would not let her break up with him. But I can't say I was not all glowing and full of rainbows because she ditched him, now I can slip my way in. Not in that way you pervs. Author said  chapters that are rated PG-13 will not be written nor published for twelve year olds to be able to read or see. So yeah, slip my way in her longing embrace full of love and brightness. I honestly can't wait for that to happen, but I will have to wait some time and give her enough of time to heal her broken heart. I look at her through my rearview and find her asleep peacefully while holding her son. I turn my head towards Sam and he doesn't seem affected with the fact that he had just broken up with the mother of his child. He will have to pay for child support and may I say, we are not the strongest people if you judge us by amount of our money.

I punch him in the head out of the blue because he deserved it and should have seen that coming from his "all the time" frowny brother who appearently has more sence than Sam ever did. He should listen to me when it comes to women. I told him dozen of times how they are complex human beings that are never happy with the full plate they have in front of them, but he just doesn't seem to suck in my informations and knowledge about more beautiful sex. He looks at me with wide eyes and I feel a bit shook because his eyes are naturally small and when he looks at the person with that kind of expression, it honestly freaks out every person, especially me. You know, because being his brother. He opens his mouth to say something but closes them pretty soon after he opened them in the first place.

"You are one big son of a bitch," I say instead of him and he gives me the same freaking look like he did before. But this time he decides it's his turn to let out his deep voice.

"Why did you hit me and why am I a son of a bitch?" He asks and prepares for our daily session of Kung-fu fighting. I roll with my eyes and dress him in his regular clothes, I guess he understands my point that we are not going to practice today. He exhales deeply, almost like he was disappointed because he will not get his ass wipped by his awesome brother.

"Because you don't understand what you let go of," I say and drive in unfamiliar direction. I have no idea where we are going but at least we are going somewhere.

"And what is that?" He asks, I feeel such anger deep within me because he simply doesn't understand or he doesn't want to. I kick him again and he takes a second or two to calm down. I can't wait anymore for his respond, then I remember he is the one who awaits mine. I am so dumb sometimes, just like Eva. I mean she is not completely dumb just in some occasions she is like a master in being dumb, she could easily rule the world with her being dumb. Oh, come on give me a break. It is not like you never thought about her as a dumb human being.

"Eva! You let her walk away just like that when you know I would be more than happy to be with her. And you are aware of it that she wants you and loves you. She gave birth to your baby for God's sake. And you decided it is for the best to take it for granted and treat her like garbage. But mark my words Sam, when you finally realise what awesome lady you unleashed into the world of freedom, it will be too late because I will be the one who makes her happy and gives her what she deserves," I finish my speech, crowd of millions just stands there and claps for my heartfelt vent to my brother.

Relief washes all over me when I realise that Eva is still asleep and did not hear any words I just said, she might be offended with words I chose to speak out to public. Well, more to Sam, all of those people who appeared out of nowhere shouldn't hear it. I wanted to congratulate to myself because I did not stutter while speaking, but I will work on it later. When all of these people, who are running by our side while we drive are gone I feel much more comfortable. Even though they congratulated me and clapped me I felt a bit queasy and wanted to throw my lunch at them.

"Dean, I didn't know you had some feeling towards her. But she fell in love with me first. And for some time I had kind of warm feelings towards her but that disappeared on that very day when her memory was wiped from her brain and she didn't remember her baby. And when we found her, she like remembered but did not say "Thanks" for watching over that weeping child. But, I didn't have the heart to set things straight and break up with her, so I behaved on the way I did to make her make that move," Sam explains. He is so full of shit. Sorry reader, this chapter is going to be about two brothers complaining like always without any action whatsoever.

Because that is what we do, we forget that world is about to end, but we remember the bad things one of us has made and we always like to put that out in the most awful time. I know, that is bad but we don't really care. We just have to say it no matter if someone is going to listen, or skip or anything. It's enough that people think our kind of relation is unhealthy but that is the reason why we always fight and vent to eachother.

"Sam, you are full of crap. She did say thank you. And you know I met her first and she gave herself to me first. So cut the crap and stop with excuses and you will apologise to her and say that you let her be with me," I say.

"That is so wrong. That is a wrong approach to her. I will just move on with my life and you will get the chance to step right in," He says and I think that is the most clever plan he has ever came up with. I tap him on his back in a sign to congratulate him so he doesn't have to tap himself or high five himself, I don't want to embarras him.

"Good plan, Sam. Good thinking," I say and continue to stare on the road.

"Well, we are Winchesters, not Losechesters," He says and I kick him one more time.