I walked out of my room with a large sigh and started down the hall and stairs. Mey rin greeted me like every morning with that big almost child like smile. At the bottom on the stairs I saw Sebastian flawlessly standing and waiting for my arrival with the small pocket watch in hand. I stood there for a moment taking in the picture of him just standing there, he looks hot. Terrified of my own thoughts I brushed it aside and started for the big table. Sebastian noticed me, bowed and gave me a look of comfort. I sat there waiting for him to tell me the usual, but nothing was said. I turned to see Sebastian pondering something, he didn't notice I turned. With his hands sitting on his face he looked great and the thought of him sent shivers up my spine. After what seemed like eternity he got close, once again what happened in the bedroom. "Young master?", I didn't reply. All I could feel was the big thumps of my beating heart. "Are you sure you're okay?" I looked up after staring at the ground for awhile, kicking my feet. "Should we call the doctor?", silence. I didn't want to shake up anything so I just moved my head side to side and disagreed. He got closer and I felt like dying right there and then, but of course he wouldn't let that happen. He was going to grab my chin but I slapped his hand away, Shocked he looked at me with astonishment. I inched away, stood up and hurried away up and back to my room, a tear form in my eye.
