Sometimes, I'm lost in a world that's like hell. Pure hatred, disgust, and a place where nothing is ever normal. A place where I can't contain myself and be normal. I place that's my worst nightmare. A place that will never disappear.
Chapter One~
"YOU SICKEN ME! YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT! YOU"RE DISGUSTING!" I listen to those words that are being yelled at me while I'm eating breakfast. Mom slams the report card on the table then picks it back up and throws it on the wall. I stay silent, and continue to eat my cereal. She mumbles something under her breath and walks upstairs into her room. I'm kinda getting used to everyone judging me in my family. I mean they do it everyday, so I should get used to it. But, so far I'm not.
Once I finish my cereal, I put it in the sink, grab my backpack, and walk towards the door. Todays outfit: Black hoodie, black skinny jeans, and black combat boots. Hairstyle: Straight long black hair. I never do anything special for my outfits. I grab my keys and walk quietly out the door. Once I'm out of the house I feel free. I don't feel trapped up in a prison anymore. Todays Colorado weather is, Cloudy. That's Colorado for you. I put my hoodie up over my hair and walk towards and old Toyota pick up truck my dad got me for my birthday. I unlock my pickup and get in.
Once I've gotten the car turned on and all settled down, I start to turn on the radio. Ah,classical music by Beethoven. I love classica music because it is peaceful and it calms me down. Okay, that's enough sitting for now I better get to school or else I'll be late.
Of course, once I get to school, there's no available parking lots. To be honest with you guys, school is way better than home. I look forward to school everyday. I finally find a parking spot and park my car. I turn the keys to turn my car off, and grab my backpack. Once I get off, I hear someone say, "Close the door behind ya! Oh wait, you might break it." I hear giggles in the backround. Of course, great way to start off my day. I close my door and look behind me. There's a group of boys and girls, or as I like to call the "The bitches and hoes" clique. I ignore them and go inside the school. "The bitches and hoes" clique always come up with the worst jokes ever. They think they're funny but they're really not. They think they are all popular because they are rich and have nice cars and everything. That's what I call assholes.
Anyway, once I get in, I go to my locker. Locker 1090. Once I'm there I start to do my combo and finally open it. Oh god, my backpack is so heavy. I put all my books and binders, and get what I need for first period and then I close it. As I'm walking a girl with blonde hair comes up to me grabs my arm to pulle me back to a halt, and pushes my books out of my hands. She giggles and kicks my books and walks to her snobby bitchy friends and walks away. I sigh. Okay, so school may not be the best place for me. I kneel down and grab my books. As I'm grabbing my book "The fault in our stars," I see a muscalr hand grab it before me. I look up and see the most hottest boy ever. He has long black hair like a skater boy's hair, if that makes any sense. He has very blue eyes and a lip peircing.
"Uh, thanks." I say. We both get up, he nods, turns around, and walks away. Well, that was awkward. I didn't even talk to him really. His hands are in his pockets and is walking through the crowd of people and flipping his hair every once in a while. I stare at him until he disappears. Then I turn around and walk back to class. He's pretty cute.
