Healing Of Hearts✔(Shivika)

Guilt

Anika's pov-

I was the girl who truly believed in love and connection of souls.

But after what happened with me I just hate the word love and everything connected to it.

I have already isolated myself from everyone who was once related to me except my few friends.

I just couldn't able to forget what happened with me.

How much I was in love with my would be husband but he just left me just because he couldn't stand by my side when I was always there for him.

I had given my everything,

My soul as well as body to him.

But he,

On the name of the reputation ,his so called cool image he broken my heart.

I just hate this thing that my heart which was badly crushed by him,
Broken by him it still beat for that jerk.

I just couldn't able stay in peace after falling in love with Shivaay,the heartless handsome.

I tried a lot to move on,
To accept the fact that he is gone from my life forever.
That he never ever come back to me.

But everyday my morning starts with seeing us together though in pictures but still and every night called night for others as I really don't remember from when I slept peacefully.

Yeah,

After that incident before 3 years I have developed insomnia.

I barely slept last night for 3-4 hours.

I know it's too much.

It was just an engagement not marriage...maybe it is nothing in some people's eyes but for me it was my the only dream.

Since childhood from when I understood the meaning of love I have had love only one person,my would be husband....

Thought I never met him before but I was so clear that I, my heart belongs to my husband only.

So when shivaay came in my life I married him through my heart through my soul.

And I fall in love badly.

I was in my dreamland in my fairy tale till one day he said -

"Anika,its not going to work out.
I want to end this engagement.
I can't be with you anymore...
I hope you understand...
And don't worry we will be in contact ..
I mean as a friend... "

It was the time when the person whom I had given my soul,my soul mate said he wanted to be a "friend" with me nothing else.

And that broke my castle in the air as well as my heart.

-------------------------------------------
===========================

*Guilt*

****************************

Shivaay's pov-

It's almost 3 years since I was searching for her.

I'm not a billionaire so I couldn't able to find her out in a day or two.

But I can't lose my hope.

It's the only thing I have for which I'm living.

Hope of getting her back.
Hope of healing her broken heart.

I had done a biggest mistake of my life that I separated my soul from my body.

I only realised how important she is for me when she left me.... Just like that... Just the way I wanted.

I never knew that I was in truly in love with Anika.

I was an idiot who was thinking that I was just attracted to her personality,to her.

But there I goes wrong.

I had already tried a lot to find her out.

Even her family and friends doesn't know where is she!

And the way she left after taking all the blame on herself,
Ruining her dignity,
Her self-respect,
Her reputation,
Her dream,
Her family,
Her friends,
Her everything just for me.

Then I realized how selflessly she loved me.

What love really is!

I still wanna kill myself for that but whenever I thought of it her face,her eyes and her last latter to me stop me from doing anything bad or punishing myself.

I will never stop my searching but till that I just hope she is alright.

Maybe she had already moved on as its almost 3 years....

Maybe she is married to someone else and having kids and living happily with them.

The thought itself able to crush my heart, piercing my soul.

But if this will be true then I promise to myself that I'll never show my face to her,
I won't ruin her life again just because of me.

She has every rights to live happily with the person who value her, her feelings, her love... Unlike me...

But

What if

She is still waiting for me...

What if

She isn't forget me yet...

What if

She is still in love with me...

What if

She is still single just because she can't able to love again,trust again...

I still remember her words-

"Shivaay,
I love you so much...
Please never Break my heart...
Or else I won't be able to heal it again...
I just can't able to even think about it,because for me you're my everything... "

But you know every love story has Villon...

My had too...

And that Villon is no one else but

Shivaay Singh Oberoi, himself.

What one can do when that person himself destroyed the best gift god has written in his destiny.

I had ruined it.

But

I'm determined to heal it completely one day.

And that one day will surely come one day.

-----------------------------------------