Even Best Friends Hide Things

The One He Loves

    Jordan was my best friend for a long time I loved him so much. I did like him more than a best friend though. I really liked him but I was too afraid to tell him. Whenever I saw him smile it would make my whole world light up. He was probably the best friend I've ever had.
    There was one problem about liking him though. He liked someone else but he would never tell me who it was. He tells me "I get butterfly's in my stomach just looking at that beautiful person". It would hurt to here him say that but it was whatever made him happy made me happy. He would always say he was to afraid to ask the person out though. I would always try to help him build up his confidence but I couldn't sadly.
    One day he came up to me and said "maybe I will ask that person out". We started calling that person 'Cat'. Sure it was a weird name but we wanted to keep Cat a secret. I get on the verge of crying when I get home. I just can't  believe how much I love Jordan.
I will probably get over him but right now I feel I'm in love. He just treats me like a queen. I really thought he liked me but I guess not. That's fine he can like who ever he wants. It will be really hard to see him with someone else though.
I will never get over Jordan. His voice is like angels singing. His smile lights up the whole world. His laugh gives me butterflies. I could go on forever.
I just really hope that he will notice that I will always love him. No matter what happens I will always love him. If someone hurts him it will go DOWN! No one will ever hurt my baby. My mom says I'm obsessed but I always tell her it's just love.
She always tells before she walks out "You deserve better". That makes me feel like she doesn't even care. I bet she hasn't been so in love. Except for my dad, once. They got divorced 2 years ago. She said she cried for a straight week. I hate my dad he hurt her (mentally).
I don't want to love Jordan. I really don't have a choice though. He's just to cute and adorable. Every girl falls for him. I just hope he doesn't choose one of them. It will hurt me a lot. I just can't stop loving this boy.