lies // a park jisung story ♡

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warning: really loooooong chapter, and full of some fucking sad stuff :) please stay alive after this chapter :')

cheesesung: i really like your username, it's still the same. our names mixed together.
delivered @6:13 am

cheesesung: have you been okay?
delivered @6:13 am

cheesesung: anyways, me and jaerim are okay.
seen @6:14 am

jellyjiri: well, did i ask about y'all?
seen @6:15 am

cheesesung: didn't know that you would read these. i thought you didn't really care about me.
seen @6:17 am

jellyjiri: well i do care.
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: are you with someone new?
seen @6:17 am

jellyjiri: no. don't want my heart to get broken again.
seen @6:18 am

cheesesung: no? i thought you'd be with a new guy in a speed of light with your looks.
seen @6:19 am

jellyjiri: stop speaking to me like that.
seen @6:20 am
jellyjiri: stop messing with my heart.
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: are my words bothering you? if so, i'm sorry.
seen @6:20 am

cheesesung: really sorry if you didn't know.
seen @6:20 am

jellyjiri: stop talking to me.
seen @6:20 am
jellyjiri: you're breaking my heart again
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: ri, please? it's been a loooong time since we've talked.
i want to talk to you again.
seen @6:22 am

cheesesung: at least, read my messages. i don't need a reply.
seen @6:23 am

cheesesung: now that i think about it, you were the best person i've talked to. the best person i've ever been with. i'm madly in love with you.
seen: @6:23 am

jellyjiri: i'm truly sorry I can't return your love. although i want to.
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: gosh, i'm a piece of shit for leaving you. i want you back.
seen @6:25 am

cheesesung: even though i probably can't ever get you back, i want you to know that i love you.
seen @6:26 am

cheesesung: don't ever let a boy break your heart. don't ever let them hurt you. don't let them change you. and never ever let them play you.
seen @6:27 am

jellyjiri: but that's what you did
seen @6:27 am

cheesesung: man, if only i could turn back time. i miss the times when we were together.
sent @6:28 am

cheesesung: are you still there?
seen @7:28 am

jellyjiri: i guess so. why am i even talking to you?
seen @7:28 am
jellyjiri: it's because i still love you.
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: ri, are you mad at me?

jellyjiri: yes
seen @7:30 am
jellyjiri: at least i want to be mad at you :(
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: recently, i've been missing you.
seen @7:31 am

cheesesung: i love you.
seen @7:31 am

cheesesung: and i know that you don't believe me. at all.
seen @7:31 am

jellyjiri: but my heart wants to
undelivered. please try again.

cheesesung: geez, finally had the courage to tell you.
seen @7:32 am

cheesesung: even though you probably won't do this. please read the first letter of all my messages. please understand my story.
unable to send. please try again.

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author's p.o.v (a/n: finally)

jisung sighed in frustration as he kept re-sending the last message, only for it to be undelivered.

he wanted ri to know his side of the story. the reason why he left her.

later on the day he finally was able to send the message, he smiled with happiness as he realized she read it right away.