The Only One// Mark Tuan Fanfic

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" lisa wait " mark stops lisa when she turns around to leave mark and tzuyu.

" I can explain. " mark said walking to the door where lisa stood.

" you don't have to mark. I saw everything. " lisa pause for a second before continue again. " I saw you everyday in school with her mark. And I heard your conversations too. You said you love her mark. Do you know how much I cried everynight?  And you thought that im the one that cheating on you? only because you saw me with Luke? " her voice is calm yet mark can feel how hurt she is. Mark saw the tears in Lisa's eyes that about to roll down from the corner of her eyes. " and I thought I misunderstood you because you did the same. I regreted what I said mark. I really don't want to end it  between us. So I came to apologise to you. But " her tears rolled down her face. Lisa quickly look away and when mark tried to wipe her tears away lisa stops him by wiping her own taers, then she looked at mark and smile. " I don't hate you mark but let's say goodbye to each other now. For real. " lisa said faking a smile at mark.

" DON'T.....don't smile like that Lisa. " mark said holding lisa by her shoulders. " I hurt you Lisa. I didn't meant to but I did. Don't smile because I know you are broken inside. You are hurt. Cry lisa. Tell me I'm an asshole. Hit me. Hit me till your pain go away. " mark said grabbing Lisa's wrist and forcing her to slap him. " but don't leave me lisa. Please... " mark is crying now. Both are crying and mark pulled lisa into his arms and hugged her tight. She cried hardly into Mark's chest. 

Tzuyu see what happen between mark and Lisa and she felt guilty. She saw how much mark loves lisa. She left the room silently.   

LISA

     Today is our graduation day. We are in front of our school taking to our friends for the last time.

I didn't attends to the farewell party.  Tae said he returned home as soon as he got there because he didn't see mark or me. He said mark didn't go too. Luke said he didn't go because he didn't find a date. Well I'm sure he's lying because there was lots of girls wanted to go with him.

" oh my princess. " my father said hugging me at the school gate. I hugged him back. His hugs are the best.

" congratulations lisa. " I pulled away from my dad when I heard Mrs. Tuan, Mark's mother's voice.

" thanks aunt Dorine. " I said hugging her. Uncle Raymond and Momo congratulate me too. Then I saw tae and his family walking to us.

" we should celebrate this. " tae's father said eyeing both my and Mark's  dad. We all laughed. We all are here expect one.

MARK.

I can't see mark anywhere. The thought of he's with tzuyu came to my mind.  That's hurts. A lot.

" Lisa "

" yes. " I said looking at Momo who talked to me taking me out from my train of thoughts. Then she hand me a little yellow envelope.

" you should have talk with him Lisa. You are too late already. But this is all I can do for you and my brother. I don't know why things got wrong between you two but I know my brother and I know there is only one women is his heart and it's you. "

We got home after saying goodbye to our friends. I gave the flower bouquet to my personal maid and went to my room to take a hot shower. When I get out from the bathroom she was in my room with a yellow envelope stick between her fingers. 

" I believe this is yours. " she said giving it to me.

" oh yeah. Thanks. " I said taking it from her.

  I sat on my bed with the envelope. Should I read it or not. I remembered what happened in last week.

" Please I know she's home." Mark said standing in front of our gate. One of our maids telling him that I'm not home and my parents are not home too. She's asking him to leave. I'm  hiding behind our door. Crying like a coward.

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" can I see her? " mark asked from my mom, who is stopping him from entering to my room.

" she's sick mark and sleeping. We should let her rest. I'll ask her to call you after she wake up. " my mom said. I wasn't sleep or I'm not sick. I'm  behind my closed bedroom door listening to every word they are saying.

" she will not though. " I heard mark said. I was covering my mouth to block the sobbing sound. But I can't hold it anymore so I ran to my bathroom.

He came to see me everyday. But I found a reason to stop him seeing me. He also called me once in every ten minutes. He keeps sending me messages but I didn't bother to read them. I know I'm a bitch.

I opened the envelope and take out the white paper. What i first saw after unfolding it is;

I'M LEAVING

WHAT? my heart starts to beat so fast that I can hear it in my own ears. My fingers are shaking and my palm got sweaty. I look at the very first word. Baby. Then I start to reading it.

Baby,

I don't know if I still can call you that. You must be hating me. But still I wanted to call you my baby. There are nights when I wake up in cold sweats because of some stupid nightmares about losing you. I cried to the cold night everyday because of that. I refused to sleep. That's how much afraid I am. But I never thought I will lose you for real. That I will lose my everything.
But if you are happy that's all I'm matter about. But I don't want to see you with another guy lisa. I'm afraid It will makes me hate you. Forget you. I don't want that baby.
My heart is pounding so hard and my eyes are full of tears. I don't know how to tell you this. Tell you about I'm going. I'm leaving. I'll leave tonight at 6p.m.

I look at the clock hang on my wall. I read it 6.24p.m. the tears the I didn't even realized was there rolled down on my cheeks.

He's gone.

He's really gone and I'm late. I keep reading Mark's letter.

Thank you for making me feel loved. You will always be the one for me. There can never be anyone else that I can love ever expect you. I love you from now in till forever.

                                           - Mark -

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