«Scared of being jealous
Scared that it'll lose you
But afraid that it's already the case
Scared of my mind
That kills me everytime
When I remember you're not mine
Scared of happiness
Cuz even at my best
~ ๖Kilian A drop of negativity
Could trigger jealousy
Scared of my desires
That could lead my actions
And bring me to self destruction
Pain is my kingdom
It has alway felt like home
And now I'm scared of you
Cuz you're something new»
