3/11/17 I hope she knows how beautiful she is. I hope she is loved for who she is. I want to run away from my mind. It just won't stop thinking about all of the bad things. Anyways there's a drag show next month that I want to go to. But I need to somehow come up with 300 dollars if I want to meet the queens that will be there. I need to sell my soul.
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I need to go. I'll never be more happy in my life. My idol Alaska is going to be there and my absolute inspiration in life Jinkx Monsoon. I'm crying just thinking about possibly meeting them. Or not meeting them. Oh god I'll never meet them. Phi Phi and Ginger both follow me on Twitter. I love all of them so much. Kim Chi is a beautiful human. Acid Betty is amazing! And Bob omg I love her! On another note I want to murder my English teacher. He's such a creep that makes us do so much work. I can't take it anymore. I hate him almost as much as I hate Tyra Sanchez. I have some pretty great people in my life. I started an instagram dedicated to makeup. I'm pretty good makeup I guess. I'm thinking about why people that are with someone like to talk to me like they want to date me. It's really annoying and it upsets me. Oh whatever I'm not even that pretty. I'm annoying as hell. I'm also thinking about why it's such an issue to some people that I'm non-binary and use they/ them pronouns. I can't just be female. It doesn't feel right. Whatever. I'm reading a lot more now. I don't know why I ever stopped reading as much as I did. I want to drop out of school. I'm passing all of my classes for now. I feel like I should deactivate my twitter and do everyone a favor and disappear. Can I do that? I don't think I can. Alright I'm done for today.
