the person i am and the person you expect me to be

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

My day always starts somewhat off with the same way but today was a little diffrent:

The pain it hurts ,i already know that i will have a massive headache later. " you little bitch, i told you to wake up five minutes ago. Your dad wants you awake. He has big news to tell you."she let my hair go and walked toward the door.her heels clicked as she walked away.

At the door though she stopped "be ready downstairs in ten minutes and so give me hell if your not there i will come up and fucking slap the shit out of you till your scared shit-less." She looked at my full length mirror that was across the room and fixed her hair. When she left i sighed.

Well this is a surprise my dad wants me . I get up not wanting to let him wait. I hate my dad for leaving me with her but he doesn't know .

*about five minutes later *

I was ready and now ,dressed in my black jeans and my gir shirt.i also had a very baggy black asking Alexandria sweater. I was going to go down stairs but looked at the time. Its 1:00pm i guess thats early. Its still the summer vacation only one week left.i usually wake at 2 or 3 pm if i can Sleep.

"Come down !we are all waiting for you!" I look at the time ,she lied its only been about 7 min not

10.

I run down the stairs anyway. I go to the living room were i think i heard her voice. I was right. But when i looked around the room it turns out she lied, everyone wasn't here only her and my father, why am i not suprised.

I don't say anything but sit down on one of the three couches. I hear someones tongue click and see my step mother looking me up and down distastefully. I ignored her rudeness , she wouldn't say anything in front of my father.

" hi sweety, hows it been? I haven't seen you in a while." Yea thats because your always bussy. I don't say anything only nod my head. He sighs probably about to continue without saying anything about my silence - but my stupid step mother interrupts. "Answer your father when he speaks to you!" I see her hand twitch - i already know ill pay for this later.

"Thanks baby but i can handle this.um so abby -sweetie , i wanted to talk to you because we have a new neighbor and id like to invite them over and have a little party for them. since there old friends of mines id like you to be really nice. Also they have a few children around your age that would be going to your school. Not just that your mother would like to throw a party on october 10th." Is he serious ?

How dare he call me abby for one - thats reserved for friend only although i only have one -well sorta. Secondly how could he- call her my mother and also agree to her throwing a party on the day of her death. Its like shes mocking my mother -my real mother- and then hes agreeing to it . That bastered i want nothing to do with any of this! Fuck him and all the damned ideas !

"By the way id like you to dress appropriate for your age - what ever your wearing is ugly ,inappropriate and wear what i brought you." Now the bitch is talking ,great( note my sacasm)! Shes judging me and wants me to wear the slut clothes like her that she brought. Just then her daughter came in clearly drunk but i doubt they noticed. She was wearing slut clothes too. "See like your sister shes dressed nicely." She smiled at her daughter as her drunk self went up the stairs.

I stood up and yelled. " no! I say no to everything! To inviting those strangers over to the damned idea of appropriate cloths!"

-beep-beep- my dad stands as he looks at his text. " i gotta go, im going to be late." He then kisses her and pretty much ran out the door. My step mother smiled once the door closed.

" you bitch!" She slapped me and thats when the rest of the beating came. I was right - i did pay for it- but it was alot worse than i thought...