Cammie's Pov
I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. Why would Shannon do such thing to me? What happened to forever? What happened to our future? The sight of her kissing a girl with so much passion the other night come rushing through my head, what did I do to deserve that Shan? Did I do something wrong? All these assumptions took my into deep thought that I didn't even realise someone sit down next to me, i can't even be bothered to look up to see it is but as I lift my head up to see who it is a see a familiar ring on the persons finger, and with that I didn't have to look at her face. It was her.
Shannons Pov
Could I get any more stupid!? Why in the fuck did I kiss that girl? It felt like I was kissing the road! And worse of all Cammie saw, how could I do that to her? The girl that loved me for me! After that night Cammie didn't talk to me at all. I texted and called her at least 100 times but she either ignored my texts or let my calls go straight to voicemail. It's been two days since I cheated and honestly all I've been doing is drinking my sorrows away, I miss her, I miss her smile that can turn my day around in a instant,I miss her kisses she would give me so often,I miss her hugs, I miss being in her arms, heck I just miss all of her! But I know I've messed up. It's 5:00pm and I'm planning on going to see Cammie she should be in our well her apartment by now. After I had freshened up and made sure I looked presentable as today was the day I was gonna beg the Love of my life for her forgiveness. On the way I stopped to pick up some flowers and some food for her, I know it won't make any difference but it's worth a try.
As I stood in front of the apartment door my hands started to get sweaty, I have nothing planned to say to her to make her forgive me so I guess I'm gonna wing it. I knocked on the dorm and waited a few minutes for the door to open but there was no response so I tried to see if the door was open and to my luck it was. As I stepped into the apartment I couldn't help but think of all the memories that were made here. All the laughs,arguments,tears,smiles,hugs and kisses I missed so badly were all made in this very place,I closed the door behind me and found myself lost in thought all over again but something knocked me out of my trace, it sounded like sobbing? I walked to where the sobbing came from and I couldn't believe my eyes. It was Cammie. Her eyes were red and puffy and her face was very pale and it looked as if she hadn't got a lot of sleep the past few nights. It hurt me to see her like this, It hurt me even more knowing I was the reason of her tears, all I wanted to do was to run to her and hold her in my arms and take the pain she's going through but I can't because I lost the privilege of doing that the night I broke her trust, her love most of all her heart. I set the things onto the kitchen and walked back to where Cammie was. She hadn't noticed me walk through the door which is good because I can't bare to look at her right now it's gonna be too much for me to handle.
As I sat down next to her it seemed like she didn't even notice I was with her but slowly her head started to rise and as she looked at me with her red blood shot eyes I couldn't help but shed a few tears. I did this to her no one else but me, the only person she thought that wouldn't hurt her but yet I did. She still looked unbelievably beautiful even with tears running down her face, not even bruises or scars could take away her beauty she will always be a princess in my eyes. I couldn't help but examine her and see how much hurt I put her through but then I seem to be staring at her too long. I looked down and then back up at her..... "Hey"
Hey Guys,
This is my first book so sorry if there's any mistakes I apologise for it. Hope you guys enjoy the first chapter to my first book! I hope I didn't do to bad for a first timers but remember to vote and add to your library for updates of other chapters!And also I didn't have enough time to proof read it.
Stay Blessed Fam 🤙🏽
