The Girl with the two grave stones

Understand.

Many of the pages once got so wet or dirty and such things that I could just read single words and phrases but I just skipped these.

It wouldn't really make any sense to try and read them. I couldn't figure it out anyways. I am eleven, what do you expect.

But there was a sentence on one page that was covered in dirt. Just that sentence was clearly visible.

"I am well aware of the fact that nobody would ever understand my intention to do what I did. Well aware that anybody that knew my story would think I am insane. But that is kinda the reason why I did it"

And I don't want anybody to believe me this but...I did understand her.

-You do.