I do what i Want

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We got off the car and started walking to the direction of my locker so I can get my Spanish Two textbook. "Are you sure you love him Jess? You know you could never be to sure when it comes to love." Love can last for eternity and make u feel like your on top of the world, like nothing can bring you down because your on Cloud 9 but love can also end. vanish. Just like poof! it can break you,make you feel worse than anything,make you feel like a piece of poo.
"Yeah Alice I feel like now we might be a little more closer than we were." I folded my arms over my chest. "Alice I know you've never accepted Rob-" "yeah I think Robert is cool at times but Alice I just can't accept him be your boyfriend I just think you can do way better than him" you see Robert is a little pothead. what am I saying he might be the biggest pothead here at school. He literally can't stay an hour without smoking or taking stuff to make him high. All he cares about is bud and getting high with his "homies" as he calls them. He's a total douche to Jess,he never hangs out with her during school like he avoids her until after school when he needs a ride.What Jess has told me sometimes they get into big arguments and he calls her a b**ch and hits her and leaves her bruises.
Swear. He has so many times said a certain time to meet somewhere and he doesn't show up for a full two hours and when he does he's high off his ass. She goes out late and goes home late just for him,she gets in trouble for him. ugh swear hopefully you see why I don't like robert.
"I know but I love him he's the only one I love" the bell rang. "we'll the bell rang see you at lunch Kay Jess" I honestly love my best friend but sometimes she can make the stupidest decisions. I just want to squeeze some sence into her!! ugh I need to relax this subject always gets me mad. Can't walk into Spanish in a bad mood it will mess up my focus ness.
I sat in the back were I usually do.Class begun ten minutes ago. I began doodling in my Spanish notebook since I knew I wouldn't be able to focus today in class I honestly can't get over Jess and I's conversation. Why the flying flappy bird would she be so stupid and have sex with that idiot. She could do way better then him. But no in her mind he's her everything. I sometimes think that she likes being mistreated I know it sounds stupid but...come on there has to be a reason she keeps going back to him. I need to talk to her during lunch it's just bugging me.

The last four periods were slow! thank goodness lunch is here. Now I just need my dollar and...wait we're is my dollar! Oh damn I left my dollar at home now I can't buy a bag of chips for lunch. I guess all just have to steal some of Jess's food.

I dont know if it's just me but don't you hate it when your the first person at your table. ugh I hate it! I feel like people that pass by just look and think "oh look at that girl she's such a loner" at times I'm not going to lie I just feel like yelling out "no I'm not a loner I have friends too!!" But yet again if I would ever say that it would make me seem like a desperate girl looking for someone to hang out .

I swear it's been twenty minute and there's only ten more minuets of lunch and I'm here starving and lonely because my supposedly best friend hasn't appeared. Remember how earlier I was telling you how much I hated being the only person at the table...well I honestly despise being the only person. I dont know we're Jessie is at right now but I'm certain she's just with Robert sucking faces. Ugh I despise that friggen little pot head.

I didn't have anything to do than look like a lost puppy so I took my book from my bag and began reading my book.

The bell rang . I put my book away and continued my way to my last class. as I was walking through the hallway I was thinking I should really make friends so when Jessie decides to ditch me I could hang out with someone's and not look like a total loner. For thinking of trying to make friends i ran into a locker the was opened. "oh gosh are you okay! Do you need medical help!" I lifted my hand to hush the panicky girl.

"I'm fine thanks for asking." I looked at the girl who so willingly would drive me to the hospital. I didn't recognize her at all. "I'm truly sorry Alice." She knew my name.Now that was soo weird. "it's okay..." I said asking her to tell me her name. "Carina" "well it's okay Carina" she laughed and she closed her locker "I'm sorry Carina but are you knew? I don't recall ever seeing you around" when i asked her smile kinda whent down. "It doesn't matter. I have to go to my next class it was nice finally talking to you Alice" Carina left and I walked to my class. Soo I left home.

The day ended and I needed to tutor Mr.Asshole. In a hour. I made us some snacks just in case we get hungry.
Who am I kidding I'm making these snacks for me. I made some Raspberry Ice tea surveys myself a cup and ate a sandwich I made. I was looking at clock and Asshole should've been here ten minutes ago. Maybe there's traffic all Wait ten more minutes if he doesn't come then all finish my homework and start on dinner.

It's been half a hour and He hadn't showed up so I started on my homework. When there was a knock at my door. I looked through the peep hole and saw it was Asshole. I opened the door "oh guess who decided to show up to the the party. Sorry but I'm not tutoring no more." I was going to close the door when the holly mighty jerk himself just shoved open the door and let himself in my house. "hey get the hell out. didn't you hear I'm not tutoring you." he got some of my ice tea after he was done he decides to ask "why?" "What do you mean why?! you came late and I'm busy doing my homework so if you could leave it would be appreciated."

"Oh really. so I came for nothing" I crossed my arms "yeah pretty much. I dont like waiting on people. Especially if I'm giving my time to someone who won't show up on time!"

"You sure about that loner" I tensed. he saw me today. See kids never be the first person to be at your table it does make u look like a loner. "I'm not a loner I have friends!" I defended myself "oh yeah like who Lesly?" what? who's Leslie. "no i dont know who Leslie is but I do have my best friend Jesse" i replied. "oh yeah well her" I walked to my front door opened and pointed outside "well you could leave. It was pointless of you coming,maybe next time you will come on time" he walked to my door and before I closed I heard him say "I do what I want". Idiot.

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Hash okay I know that this chapter is lame and short but it's late and I felt real bad for not updating. so here for those people who wanted a new chapter 👏🎉💕👌

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