“JESSIE!” Mom calls from the living room to my bedroom. Her voice travels so clear like a bark in a room full of meows.
“Yes mother, can I help you” I say with a sarcastic tone. And hear it as it ecos across from my room to the living room. It’s a faint noise not as loud as my mother’s eco but you could still hear it .
“Please come down here we need to talk”
When my mother says “we need to talk” its usally bad news or cazy news but this was ludicris.
“YOUR WHAT!!!” I yell surprised my voice was filled with mixed emotions
“Sweetie calm down please don’t yell” she tell me as if nothig really happened
“How can you be pregnant” I said but this time my voice was pissed off my eyes were flooded with anger, and my face red as an apple.
“Well…when two people love each other they…”
“Stop right there, I know how you make a babby but mom why did you do it?“
“Do what?”
“Cheat!! Why did you cheat on dad?…”
She looked at me with a face that said “Im sorry” but I couldn’t even look at her
“sweetie I…”
“No you are an animal you…you dirty hoe”
“Jessica I will not be disrespected like that.” Her face grew sturn
“I HATE YOU!” my voice rose louder and I ran upstairs felling hurt but sad, sad that I yelled at my mother, sad that I called her a dirty hoe, sad that I called her a animal, sad that I told her that I hated her.
Later on that day my father came home and he called me to the dinner table. My mother looks at me , but im to ashamed of her and myself to look at her. After my dinner I walked upstais half way and I heard a crash and my mother crying. I run back down stairs my father looked like me red and angry he left the house and I watched him as he walked into his car and drove away. My twin sister Jaylee was as mad and confused as I was. Late that night while I finished my home work my iphone 4s rang. I pick it up amd see its my best friend Devin.
“Yellow” I say happy that he called
“Hey. No time to chitchat “ he told me in a worried tone.
“ whats wrong”
An akward silence happens during the chat
“whats wrong”
“Its about your…..” his voice was mino tone I was was so confusedx and I didn’t know what to say but while I stood there wondering about what he was going to say I had to say something so I did.
“My what”
“Your dad he died, he cometed suicide”
Once he siad that I broke down crying why, why him why was he the one who had to leave oh daddy why, I love you
“Im sorry” he said as I died inside
“C..Can you come over dev…?”
“Yeah, of course anything for you”
“Thank you”
“No problem”
I was so sad, but that’s when I relized whos fault it was. It was my mothers fault I ran down stairs crying. My mother saw me and she tried to comfort me and so did my sister.
“Whats wrong” my mother said as she reached for my shoulder.
I slapped her hand away like you dont know….dad died all because you couldn’t be faithful. My sister cried as much as I did I couldn’t bare to look at my mother.
A week after our little brother jacob was born, my mother took a ferturnity test turned out it was my dads son and my real little brorther. I was happy I had a little brother and I wouldn’t trade him in the world but back then I use to want another mother. Years have passed by since I was 10 im now 14 and me and my mother patched things up,but i cantshakethe feeling something bad is about to happen
