Dt. Asylum | Yoonmin

XIII

Yoongi p.o.v.

I watch Jimin smile in response, happy with my answer. 

"You are disgusting."

I immediatly look away from him hearing Taehyung speak. He had been screaming the entire time my lips were pressed against Jimin's. He was angry at me and i knew he would beat me up for it later. But it would be worth it.

"Take a nice shower, i'll clean up the kitchen," Jimin says, letting go of my waist which he was holding.

I nod in response and walk into the bathroom, leaving the door unlocked. Jimin told me to always leave the door unlocked, that way he would be able to come safe me if Taehyung tried anything. And it was a good thing i listened to him. As soon as i stripped out of my clothes his laugh started filling my head, telling me how worthless and nasty i was. How i betrayed him, and how he should pay me back. 

"I'm sorry," I say, pushing back the tears.

Trying to ignore him i turn on the shower, letting the hot water soak my body. Hot water, very hot water. It was burning me.

"DON'T!"

Taehyung his voice echoed through my head as i tried to turn the water off.

"It's hurting me!," I yell in response, "JIMIN!"

"Why do you never listen, worthless piece of shit."

As soon as i yell out for jimin again he storms into the bathroom, looking at me in confusion. I was now on my knees, trying to protect most of my body from the water. Jimin reaches out into the shower, quickly turning it off.

"Why did you turn the temperature up so high?" He asks concerned, kneeling down in front of me.

"I didn't, Taehyung did to punish me," I sob, hoping Jimin would believe me.

He picks up a towel and places it over me, making sure i wouldn't get cold.

"Yoongi i already replaced you medicine with a higher dosage a few days ago, but i think i know what's going on," he sighs, then pauses for a bit, "Why aren't you taking them anymore?"

"I've been flushing them through the sink, the silence kills me. If i take them my mind goes completely empty. And that's something i can't handle when you aren't here with me," I explain, my sobs getting louder.

"Yoongi you have to take them, if you don't Taehyung will be stronger than you. When he is stuff like this happens. He makes you go crazier than the silence will beautiful, trust me."

I look up at him, my tears stopping from falling down my cheeks. Did he just.. call me beautiful?

"I will have to watch you take your medicine every morning from now on, i'm sorry," Jimin sighs once more, getting up from the floor.

"Jimin?" I smile, looking up at him.

He paused from walking away, looking at me in anticipation. I never tried to take a good look at him, how good looking he actually was. He always had just been some sort of angel to me, who looked after me and always was there if i needed him. He started to mean an awful lot to me after he took me in, sharing a bed with him and eating dinner together felt special even though it was such a normal thing. I did really love Jimin, no matter what Taehyung says, i do. 

"What is it Yoongi?"

"Do you really think i'm beautiful?"

"As beautiful as the moon when she is shining the brightest."