Why don't you understand?

Chapter Two:

Izaya POV:
I woke up to Shizuo next to me wearing only his boxers. Why was he in his boxers? I looked away from him and tried to get up but he grabbed my arm before I did. He looked at the time when he opened his eyes and then at me.
"It 7:30 am in the morning, your up too early".
"Shut up, let go of me".
"Your ears are red".
I felt the bed shake and he was behind me.
"S-shut up".
He felt up my stomach.
"Hey".
Suddenly I heard a knock and a fake cough.
"Am I interrupting something", I heard Shinra ask.
My face was warm.
"No, Shizu-chan let go".
"Fine, fine, cutie-chan".
He kissed my ear and then let me go.  He put his shirt on and put on some pants. He walked outside the room.
Shinra walked over to me and checked my wound. I know shinra knows that the one responsible for stabbing me, is yours truly.  But, since Shizu-chan actually likes me, it gives me hope. But i still think Shizu-chan is just pitying me because he probably doesn't care at all.
"Alright Izaya, here's the deal. If i let you go now, Shizuo has to stay with you for a few weeks to help you. I've noticed you haven't been eating a lot", Shinra said.
He looked at me with a serious face.
"Also, your previous weight was 54.4311 kg (120 pounds) and your weight now is 32.6587 kg (75 pounds). You're 23years old, you should eat more for your age".
"Listen, I just don't eat a lot, and I happen to have a high metabolism".
"Does your metabolism have anything to do with putting your fingers down you throat and throwing the food back up", Shinra shouted.
"Sorry it's just I'm worried about you Izaya, I mean, you tried to kill yourself. Was it because of Shizuo"?
"Look I'm alright okay. So don't worry about me, alright".
"Look you need rest, you need to eat, don't oveework yourself, and I'll get Shizuo to get you some fatty tuna. Also to make sure you don't throw".
"Shinra, I understand that as one of my only friends, you're really worried and you want to make sure I'm okay, but I promise I'll be fine".
"Okay, but if anything happens, let me and Celty know got it, Izaya".
"Alright".
After a few minutes later.....
I was walking home with Shizu-chan. Well I wasn't the one walking. I was being carried.
"Hey Shizu-chan, explain to me why you have to carry me again"?
"Because I want to".
He carries me upstairs into my apartment and then suddenly he kissed me as he pushed me onto the couch.
"Hey, Shizu-chan".
He kissed me again.
"When you're healed, and you start eating more, I want to do it", he whispered in my ear.
"Shizu-chan".
He smiled at me and kissed my nose. I felt my face warm up completely.
"Here's your fatty tuna and some milk and bread. It helps when you need to gain weight. Shinra said you need to gain at least 20 pounds before you can be by yourself", he said.
"Okay".
I ate the tuna and then drank some milk.
"Hey Shizuo".
"Yeah".
"Why are you treating me like a cat"?
"I'm not".
"Let's see, milk and tuna. Think about it, cats eat that stuff".
"So what"?
He kissed me and then I ate the food.
"It was good".
"Shinra said to watch you ro make sure you don't puke it back up".
"I won't I promise".
He picked me up and took me upstairs.
He laid me in the bed and covered me.
"Look, you know I can walk right".
He kissed me again.
"Yeah, but I like carrying you, because I feel as if I'm protecting you".
Shizuo POV:
I looked at him and he was blushing. He had gotten quiet and shy. He was so cute, he was really cute. I really want to take him right there and now. But I can't, I don't want to hurt him. He still hasn't told me how he got injured, I don't want to ask if he doesn't tell me. But if he chooses to tell me, I wouldn't care what had happened, even if he was trying to kill himself. That's because I'm here for him now.
"Shizu-chan, I should probably tell you how I got injured. I tried to kill myself before fighting with you. That was when I had given up on being in love with you".
"Don't worry, I'm in love with you".
I hugged him.
Suddenly I felt his weight shift and there was soft breathing coming from him. He had fallen asleep that quickly. Suddenly I couldn't get him off me. Be was hugging me tightly and I didn't want to hurt him. I laid him down carefully and then I hugged him. I fell asleep.
I woke up to Izaya trying to kiss me. He blushed completely as he looked at me.
"S-sorry", he said.
I pulled him into a hug, and he blushed even more.
"Shizu-chan".
I pulled his head down and kissed him.
"You're so cute".
"Hey, it was just a thank you kiss".
"You wanted to thank me"?
"Yeah".
"Well how about we go back to sleep".
"Sure".
We fell back to sleep in each other arms.
After about 2 1/2 hours later....
I woke up and saw Izaya laying next to me. His shirt was lifted up and his bandages were showing. His eylashes were really long, and he looked like he was having a peaceful dream.
His lips were perked and the were pink. His face was pale and his hair was really soft. He was really cute when he's nice and quiet.
"So cute".
I kissed him.
I walked downstairs and began to prepare some food. I'll wake up Izaya in a minute. I'll let him sleep and then I'll bring food to him later.