Faze House; A love triangle

Worldwide Reveal

Today was going to be a big day. I was going to release my intro video, my journey from Australia to America and the Faze fans were going to find out about me. I was preparing for feedback,  new fans, haters, the works. But I couldn't help thinking about the situation I got myself into.
I know I slept with Apex and that was okay, we could have worked whatever this is out, but the Nordan comes at me with some other shit, I don't know if he is lying, joking or telling the truth.

I decided to spend most of the day in my room trying to complete my set up since the rest of my boxes finally arrived, it was also a good way to avoid confrontation.

Well, it took me most of the afternoon but my room was complete, I will add little bits later, but for now it's perfect. I decided to take a break and watch Greys Anatomy, I love it. I had been snap chatting Apex throughout the day, he started off the little streak, it was him getting ready to hang out with Faze Baby and we just kept Snapchating throughout the day, it was friendly, nothing too flirty.

*knock, knock, knock*
I jumped at the sound, I forgot I wasn't the only one here in the house, I yell "come in."
Nordan slowly opens the door.
Nordan - "Hey, I haven't seen you all day"
Hayley - "Yeah I have been setting up my room so I can finally play some COD and edit my videos properly.
Nordan - "Wow this looks dope"
Hayley - "Thankyou, I tried to make it look new and nice but I think it sorta looks like my old set up"
Nordan - "Well I love it"
Hayley - "Ahh Thankyou, what's up?"
Nordan comes closer to me and sits on the end of my bed
Nordan - "I was wondering if you remembered what happened?... between us?"
Still, even with him sitting in front of me, I had not clue
Hayley - "I'm really sorry but I don't, alcohol wins this round" *awkward laugh*
Nordan - "Well that's a shame"
Hayley - "Maybe you can tell me what happened?"
Nordan - "Maybe I can show you!"

With one swift slide up the bed, Nordan is face to face with me, he is looking into my eyes, I don't know how to react, Nordan is really hattractive, but he is my roommate, which could make things weird in the house, I have only just arrived, I want to be bros with everyone, I want to fit in. And on top of that I have the same situation going on with some else in the house that I don't know how to resolve.

Hayley - "I don't want to make things weird in the house"
Nordan - "You wouldn't, don't worry"
Hayley - "I don't want a relationship"
Nordan - "We don't have to date"
Hayley - "I've hooked up with literally everybody in the house already"
Nordan - "That's okay, it brought you closer to them, some more than others"

Before I had a chance to respond, Nordan had grabbed me in an embrace and had planted a soft kiss on my lips. I pull away and smile, It was nice and all but if I had to choose between Apex and Nordan, it was Apex.
I'd love to "get to know" them both, but one, I'm not a slut, and two, we all share a house.

Hayley - "Please tell me what we did"
Nordan - *Chuckling* "Well around 5am, I was getting changed about to go to bed, when you stumbled into my room, you were in your underwear and had Apex's shirt on, you must have found it somewhere.
Hayley - "yeah probably"

I knew exactly why I had it on and how I got it.

Nordan - "You came over to me and started playing with my curls, you didn't really say anything either which was really sexy by the way. Then you made me sit in the edge of my bed, and you straddled my body and started to grind on my lap, I knew you were a lot drunker than me, so I tried to talk you into going to bed but you started to kiss my neck, and grind your hips just a little bit harder, so I kissed you.
It was deep and passionate and sexy and rough. Thinking about this is turning me on a little."
Hayley - "Well I want to hear what happened, so control yourself, hahaha"

Nordan leans in again and kisses my lips a bit harder and deeper, this time the kiss is a little longer.
I pull away again.

Hayley - "Continue"
Nordan - "I'm sorry, I can't help myself"
Hayley - "Yeah sure"
Nordan - "Okay, your grinding caused me to get a pretty large boner, turning me on even more. You started to kiss my neck and pull at my hair, causing things to heat up. You eventually got a hold of my dick and you went to town on it, you were playing with it as we were kissing and then you stared to kiss it and all of the good stuff until I came. It was honestly one of the best blow jobs of my life. And when I woke up you were gone"
Hayley - "Oh my gosh"
Nordan - "It was great"
Hayley - "I'm sorry, I get slutty when I drink"
Nordan - "Wanna grab a drink now?"

I punch Nordan in the arm

Hayley - "Funny joke"
Nordan - "I'm always here if you want mess around"
Hayley - "Thanks, I will keep that in mind"
Nordan - "Okay beautiful, I'm going to go edit my vlog"

Nordan knows that I was resistant to his kisses, I would kiss him back, but not with the passion he was putting in, but discarding that thought, he went in for a third kiss. It was soft again, he grasped my waist and pulled me into him, I was holding his face, I had given in. Why not? What's going to happen?
Nordan picked up on my retaliation during the kiss, I could feel him smile, the kiss changed from soft and sweet to passionate and rough.
Our bodies were becoming more intertwined, our hands were travelling on each other's bodies, feeling all the new places. It was actually refreshing.

*Ring, Ring* *Ring, ring*
Nordan's phone was ringing, he tried to ignore it but I answered it. Trying to stop myself from going further.

Hayley - "Hello?"
Nordan - "Noooo"
Lucas - "Hey Hayley, I was wondering if Nordan wanted to get something from Starbucks? And you if you would like something?"
Hayley - "Hey Nordan, did you want something from Starbucks?"
Nordan - "No thanks Lucas"
Lucas - "Did you want something Hayley?"
Hayley - "Actually, could I come with you?"
Lucas - "Yeah for sure, I'm about to leave if you want to come up"
Hayley - "Okay coming up now" *i hang up*
Nordan - "Why are you leaving? We were having fun!"
Hayley - "I know it was too much fun"

I kiss Nordan on the lips, leaving him on my bed, I grab my wallet, my phone and my shoes before taking off upstairs.
I almost made the situation so much worse, I couldn't help myself, Nordan is just really attractive. I don't want to date Nordan but I can't occasionally hook up with him and then occasionally hook up with Apex, who I also don't want to date, so I guess I will have to confront Apex and tell him I want to be bros only so nothing can escalate or be confusing.

I want to be friends with everybody in the house, I don't want complications or drama, I just want to have fun and enjoy myself. Although, all the guys in the house are attractive and I always flirt so I guess I can only blame myself for the situations I get into. Plus when I'm drinking, Drunk Hayley (my alter ego) comes out and she makes the decisions, sometimes it's beyond my control.

Thankyou for reading!!
Peace, Love and Positivity 💁🏻 -H