Journal Entry "Story Time"

She's a Wizard

I was a wild guy back in high school. When I say wild I don't mean parties and girls galore but well personality wise. I would climb a wall and jump down out of the blue. I would wear make up for a video and go to the mall wearing weird and eye catching attire just cuz why not. Highschool was probably the best years and the worst years for me but grade 9 set the bar for the most interesting year. I mean this was a time where in unique relationships bloomed. For example there were a lot of "I like her and she likes me but we don't like to have a boyfriend; girlfriend thing" relationships that were very interesting. This was also the year that I liked someone that I didn't expect to like. I mean from all the other years before this one I liked girls that were already close to me. Girls that I already knew before hand but she was different. She managed to make me like her without me even knowing her that much. That's why She's a Wizard. She managed to do something that I thought was impossible. Ohh I forgot to introduce myself. Ehhh... maybe using my real name's a bit too dangerous so I'll call myself Jack and we shall refer to her as the Wizard. Now back to the story. When I first realized that I liked her, I dropped my first F bomb. My best friends were shocked and well stuff happened. I decided to investigate. You see I am a person who likes investigating people. Like people's relationships and their likes and of course I like investigating anything that peaks my interest. So I investigated myself. I asked the questions why did I like her, Since when, and how. None of them where ever answered at the time but I did know one thing. I was beginning to like her more. I started having trouble sleeping and every single thought that was in my mind has something to do with her. Whether it was the group projects of the dance or even the observations that I did. She was always there but when I do fall asleep I start having dreams. You would expect good and happy dreams because you like someone but instead I got bad ones. Realistic ones that could actually happen in reality. I really can't think of a reason on why I like a girl that I barely even know. Before I knew it... I accepted it. I decided to let only a few trust worthy friends to know. One of them suggested that I should get closer to her and I thought it wasn't a bad idea. So a soon as school comes I started talking to her more. I teased and well played with her and little by little we became friends. A lot happened and after a few events she became one of my best friends. At this point a lot of my friends have noticed that I like her and some say that she likes me but I still doubt that. I mean I observe people and stuff so I would probably know if she likes me. And there grade 9 ended. It was the fastest year ever. It was loads of fun and it was filled with amazing events and with amazing people. That was probably the best year of my entire life but that was probably the last good thing that happened in high school. After a few weeks my best friend left the country for good and when school started the whole class was shuffled and all of my other close friends were in different classrooms. Including the Wizard. Now that wasn't the worst part. After the first quarter I noticed that she likes someone and surely enough she told me. Of coarse being a friend I help her even tho I can feel the pain. I am not a person who says stuff like pain and my suffering but I got to admit I felt pain. I also felt regret but I ignored all of that. I befriend Ed, the guy that she likes and he's a pretty cool dude. Didn't take long for us to be close. I can see why she would like him. After becoming close friends with him I arranged a gala with me, him, and the Wizard but I decided to not come. Knowing the guy, he would like the Wizard to have fun and not waste a good day and knowing the Wizard she's gonna trigger some events. After that they became closer but the closer they became... The Wizard grew further away from me. 4th quarter came and well we barely talked and before the last day he confessed that he likes the Wizard. After that they started dating. That was the end of my possible romantic life in highschool. I mean in the end not everyone can have what they wanted. WELP recording this in a room alone in a zombie apocalypse is also a sad story. Now I need to get more supplies.