Vampire Candy (One Direction fanfic)

If I Could Fly

TISSUES ALERT: BE PREPARED TO CRY!!! P.S. TOPICS IN THIS CHAPTER INCLUDE SELF-HARM. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT  THIS TOPIC PLEASE BE AWARE!!

DESTINYS POV
"Hey Zayn.... I miss you..." I whisper, hoping not to wake Niall. Ever since I was young, I've been able to connect to the spirits of my loved ones and right now I just know that Zayn is here.

"I always know when you are here... you know that? I feel you watching over me and making sure I am okay. I know when you are calming me down. Like yesterday, after Avan made me kiss Louis." I giggle. A little too loudly perhaps, as Niall shifts in his sleep. I pause, hoping that I did not wake him. He settles again.

"Zayn, I hope you know that I very much appreciate what you did for me. You not only saved my life but most likely Nialls too." I glance ovet at Niall, running my fingers over the light scars on his wrists. He doesn't know that I have figured out about it. His scars show up, identical, on my wrists.

"Thank you, Zayn. I love you" I smile. Niall slowly sits up, rubbing his eyes and stretching.

"Morning, princess.." he says in groggy, morning voice.

"Mornin'"

"I'm gonna head in for a quick shower, and then maybe we can go out for breakfast..." Niall smirks.

"Yeah! That sounds awesome!" I say, getting out of bed to put some clothes on. Niall walks over to the bathroom and a few minutes later the shower turns on. He quietly hums to himself a tune that I don't know. I start singing to myself as I put on some shorts and a tank top, along with a long cardigan.

If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you
I think I might give up everything, just ask me to
Pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless
For your eyes only, I show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

"Thats a beautiful song, love" Niall says appearing in the mirror behind me wearing nothing but a towel around his waist.

"Who's it by?" He asks, throwing on a grey jumper and black jeans.

"My sister and I wrote it together" I say.

"I love it." He says, astonished. "Can you finish the rest?"

I've got scars, even though they can't always be seen
And pain gets hard, but now you're here and I don't feel a thing
Pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless
For your eyes only, I show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

I can feel your heart inside of mine
I've been going out of my mind
Know that I'm just wasting time
And I
Hope that you don't run from me
For your eyes only,
I show you my heart
For when you're lonely
And forget who you are
I'm missing half of me
When we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only, I show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only
For your eyes only

I don't notice by the end of singing that I have started crying. This song has a very strong connection to me. I look over at Niall is twiddling his thumbs and biting his lip. I walk over to him. Once I reach him looks up at me with tears in his eyes.

"What's wrong?" I sniff. He tugs on the sleeves of his jumper. He thinks for a minute and looks up at me again. He pulls up his sleeves, exposing the scars on his wrists. He immediately starts sobbing uncontrollably into my shoulder.  I tear up too.

"I-I" he stumbled, unable to finish his sentence. He looks at me with his cloudy eyes.

I pull up my sleeves too and reveal the scars on my wrists that show up identical to his. At this moment Niall goes crazy. He screams and punches the wall. I break down and fall to my knees as Niall continues to scream and have a break down.

"Niall...... please......" I whisper through my tears.

"I can't believe it......I'm so stupid....noooo..." he hyperventilates.

"Niall, calm down" I say. He looks at me with the most broken look on his face.

"I gotta go" is all he says before running downstairs and out the front door. A few seconds later I hear a car engine turn on and speed away. I cry even harder.

"What the bloody he- oh my god are you okay?" Louis starts annoyed but then rushes to my side to comfort me.

"Just make sure he's okay. ..just make sure Niall is okay. I don't know where he's going or when he will be back. But he's really upset and is crying and you need to find him" I cry out.

LOUIS POV

I rush downstairs as fast as I can.

"Keep an eye on Destiny.. I'll be back." I say to no one in particular. I keep a quick pace out the door and into my car. I don't know where I'm going or if I will find him soon but I have to find Niall. My mind is clouded. What the bloody hell is going on? As my focus shifts back to the road all I see is a blue car and a dazed blonde boy before we collide.

NIALLS POV

I am so fucking stupid! I can't believe that my own stupid actions led to the pain of her. I can't think straight right now. I am just driving down the road to where my car takes me. My vision is blurred by my tears and my breathing heavy and long. I can barely see the road. I take my hands of the wheel to wipe my eyes. Once I focus I noticed have swerved into the wrong lane. I try to move back over but it was to late. All I see in a matter of seconds is pitch black....