Juben

JAMES POV

I don't know how people are going to react when I tell them I'm gay, what am I thinking why would I tell them!
My first lesson was of course French the teacher Ms Santiago sat me next to Ruben. I stared into those round green eyes and his slinky brown hair. Oh god if only he was gay how my life would be complete.

If anyone ever knew about this I would be so screwed I mean come on I'm just james it's not like Ruben would ever like me anyways I'm no one and he's pretty much a sexy god that untouchable (although I would touch that if I could ) I'm a spark and he's a boom what am I supposed to do?

Class drones on as boring as usual with me doodling j+r I'm little cute love hearts on my book. You know if he would just look at me one I think I would explode , he's my everything and god is he one hot ball of Spanish fluffy hair .

If I was paying attention to life I probably would have noticed that Ruben was staring in my direction . I slammed my book shit and felt a blush creeping up my cheeks ffs I can't even look at him with ouch blushing image now if he were to kiss me with those soft tender lips and ugh.