Safe in his arms *DISCONTINUED*

Triggered(harper's &Ryan's pov)

*Harper*
I wake up in a warm bed, and I feel arms wrapped around me. I roll over to see Ryan. I look up at him for a second then I snuggle my head into his chest, I see new wraps on my arms, but I do t know how or why the got there. He wakes up and pets my hand. " Are you feeling better princess " he asks as he kisses my forehead. " what...what happened, why would I need to feel better." He took a deep breath and told me everything. " the doctor said that you have Post-Trumatic stress disorder, anxiety , depression, and a lot of other stuff." He says in almost a whisper. I hear someone knocking on the door. Ryan starts to get up " no, I got it just relax." I slide out of bed and shuffle to the door. I open to see and angry, very drunk Luke. He gives me the evilest look and walks in. I run to Ryan's room " please don't let him get me, please please Ryan I can't take it anymore." I cling on to him trying to hide. I'm on his lap crying so hard, It's getting harder for me to breathe. "R...ryan please protect me " I gasp, I look up at him. He tells me to calm down so he leaves and I sit in the corner of the room. I cry and cry and try to drowned out the yelling. I've learned that if I'm sleeping the abuse won't hurt as much so I hit my head against the wall and black out. Sleep is the only place I feel at peace.
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*Ryan*
After I got ahold of the doctor and he told me what to do, I wrapped her arms up and laid her down on my bed but she picking he scars and hitting. I had to hold you and she fell asleep crying. " God it kills me to see her like this." I think to myself. I fell asleep somehow. I'm awoken by someone snuggling into my chest. God she's so adorable, I asked if she feels better but she didn't remember anything. As I told her what happened she started crying and if I'm being honest so did I. I feel like I'm hurting her, I pray to god every day that her pain will stop. There is knocking on the door so I start to get up but she stops me. Well she's gone I pick three movies that I know she'll love, I get chocolate and flavored water ( it's her favorite ) I get all the medicine she needs and a heating pad for her arms. She comes running in and jumps in my arms crying. She's not making any sense, I walk out of the run and she s drunk Luke throwing sh*t. He's on my last nerves. I see he's drunk so I yell at him "LUCAS JACOB GRAY! WHERE THE F*CK HAVE YOU BEEN." " no where" I can't even believe he just said that. "THATS SUCH A F*CKING LIE, I SAW THE BLOOD LUKE, DON'T EVEN TRY TO LIE TO ME." It was supposed to be a good night, but it ended in with the biggest regret of my life " I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND, GUESS I WAS F*CKING WRONG, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE. You haven't change a single bit, I'm surprised you haven't started up in drugs again too." Is the last thing I say to him before I lock him out. Just lost the most important person in my life