Last night was the longest night of the week
I snuck to my bedroom while my family slept
I tied a ribbon around my neck like I was trying to make my body beautiful
Something which I did not believe
Last night I pulled the ribbon tight until I could hear the faint sounds of heaven not that I believed that God would save me
Last night I painted my skin red to match the colour of my face from the lack of oxygen or maybe the lack of love
Last night I was higher than the clouds, flying on a wind of self loathing and tears
.... (I'll finish this eventually)
