A life story

One month into the relationship

Our relationship was going great I thought it was so perfect. We talked about different things but little did I know I was ready for the next step into our relationship. Yeah I know it's to early since we only been together for a month but I felt like it was right.

November 3rd 2015
I gave it all away to the person I loved the most.(I'm sorry but I really won't go into detail about it but y'all get what I'm talking about they had sex). I didn't know how to feel but all I knew that I felt amazed after that and he just held me into his arms.

Thanksgiving and Christmas were around the corner and I wanted to spend it together but since he was a freshman in college his vacation was a little earlier than mines. I was a little lonely cause he spent almost a month away from me but little did I know I was pregnant.

I was scared to tell him cause we were both young still in school and we still had our future ahead of us. On Christmas Eve I decided to tell him and give him a early Christmas present. Which I didn't know how he was going to take the news but he was so happy and so was I so we decided to take the baby.

Few weeks later he comes back home we barely sow each other and it made me sad I even stressed. I stressed so bad I end up miscarrying I was so sad and mad at myself. I told him what happened he felt guilty and I guess his way of making me feel better was by breaking up with me which really made things worse.

We worked things out got back together. I wasn't interested in having sex after I miscarried but he understood that well I thought he would understand me.

January
We won't really talking and I tried to figure out why. My gut was tell me he was cheating on me so I follow my gut and I texted him asking him did he cheat on me of course he denied it but I believed him but my gut was still telling me other wise.

A week after that I was in class paying attention but also on my phone talking to him but my friend Tae stopped by my classroom door and asked me to come out at first I said no but than I thought to myself it must be important for her to come to my class so I go out to talk to her. She says girl you know Bryan cheated on you I refuse to believe her but my gut was telling me. I asked her how she knows that and she said Mary told her so I text Mary, I'm already mad I just need to know the truth she tells me to ask him and I did but he denied it so I asked her again and again until she told me. She said its true he cheated on me I was heart broken I tried so hard not to cry in class but I knew if I asked him again he would deny it some more. I decided to screenshot the messages and sent it to him I asked him why he did this to me, is it cause I don't wanna have sex. He says I never meant to hurt you, your my world your everything I've ever wanted I can't lose you. I was so heart broken I didn't know what to believe but I knew I wanted to be with him even though he made a mistake everybody makes mistakes nobody's perfect but still I felt betrayed. I told him I needed space he cried knowing that I was thinking about leaving him I wanted him to feel that pain but I never cheated on him I never did all the things he did. I was always faithful, loyal, everything a girlfriend is suppose to do but I didn't broke up with him I should have but I didn't we worked through it but I never forgot how he betrayed me and he knew that he had to earn my trust back and it wasn't easy. Things got good after that I guessed but I still remembered it like it was yesterday but tried to move passed it.

The next chapter is when things get real interesting cece didn't know how much her life was about to change