Obsessed (a.g + j.b)

05

"Life is so lonely,
and wild baby."
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Getting ready for school was horrible, I was tired, and I didn't want to get ready. I decided to just put my hair up and throw on some clothes. I just wanna be comfortable.

I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I looked at myself and remember, I kissed Justin. I sighed loudly and than walked into
my room grabbing my backpack and keys.

"Hey honey, you're up early, want me to make you something to eat?" My mom asked smiling at me. "Uh, yes. Please." She began popping some toast in the toaster and cutting up some fruit.

"Here you go." She handed my avocado on toast and a side of fruit. "Thank you," I smiled eating the food on my plate. I finished and put my plate in the sink grabbing a water. "Alright mom, I'll see you when I get home." I kissed her forehead and grabbed my stuff.

I made it to school, with 10 minutes to spare so I waited in my car.

I heard a knock at my window, turning I saw my boyfriend standing there smiling. I rolled down my window smiling, "Hey," I smiled kissing his cheek. "Hey baby, why are you sitting in your car? Didn't you remember we meet?" He asked. "Oh shit, sorry I forgot babe. I'm just so tired." I didn't forget, I forgot about him.

"It's fine. Ready?" He asked opening my door. "Yeah," I grabbed my stuff getting out closing the door I grabbed his hand walking with him onto the campus.

By the time we got onto campus school had started, "Well I will see you later?" He smiled. "Of course." I gave him a quick kiss before rushing off to class.

Before entering I remembered, Justin, was in my English class. I groaned wanting to just leave school right at this very moment. I walked into class seeing him sitting at his desk.

Our eyes met and he looked away quickly. Ignoring my presence. I didn't blame him. But for some reason it hurt me.

"Welcome class, today we're going to be writing a paper, I want 5 essays on any subject, nothing inappropriate. You have to turn it in by Friday at midnight." My teacher nodded her head and sat down at her seat.

I decided to write my paper on equality. A subject I was very strong about.

I got bored and wondered my eyes around the room, meeting the back of Justin's neck. I wondered what he was thinking, did he hate me? Did he still want me? Should I talk to him?

I sighed and wished I didn't do anything I had done before.

"Justin," I whispered, "Justin!" I whispered louder. He slowly turned looking at me, his beautiful hazel eyes meeting mine. He licked his lips, "Yes?" He asked. "Can we talk after class? Please." I answered.

"Ariana I don't-," I cut him off , "Justin please." I pleaded. "Fine." He agreed turning back around.

The time came around and the bell rang, Justin waited at his desk for me and I collected my things standing up, heading into the hall way I stood there and Justin walked out.

"So what's up?" He asked, "I'm sorry, I wish I didn't say anything to you." I sighed. "It's fine, I'm over it." He gave me a small smile. "Good, so we're friends?" I asked. "Yeah of course." He smiled.

He walked away and I watched turning around seeing to where he was going, to the girl at the party. She smiled at him and he walked beside her as they talked.

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I needed to talk to Alyssa about Justin, I was confused. I decided to send her a text to meet me at my car after school.

I waited impatiently worried about what my bestfriend would say about what had happened.

The bell rang and I rushed to my car, texting Caleb I couldn't meet and that I had to go home. "Hey Ari, what's up?" Alyssa asked getting in the car.

"So, at the party remember when I kinda disappeared?" I asked. "Yeah, why?"

"I was with Justin, and we kissed."

I waited for an answer but she didn't say anything, and finally she spoke. "You kissed Justin!" She yelled. "Yes, it was in the moment I don't even know what to do." I sighed sitting back in my seat.

"What about Caleb? Are you going to tell him?" She asked, "Oh my god Ariana you kissed Justin, this is crazy." She freaked out.

"No I'm not, and I don't know. Justin already has seem to found a new girl anyways so it's not worth leaving Caleb over,"

"So you do want to be with Justin?" She asked.

"Honestly, I don't know." "You know he's probably with that girl because she's easy," I could tell she tried to make the situation better but it didn't work, and I felt bad.

I mean would having just sex with Justin Bieber be a huge deal?

"You're not honestly thinking about being friends with benefits with him, are you?" She asked turning towards me. "I don't know," I answered honestly. "Oh no."

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I finished writing up my essay that was due tonight, well my Friday night was so great. I did nothing today but work on my paper. In the end it will pay off.

I laid down watching Netflix and thinking about everything that has gone on during the past month. What did I truly want?

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sorry for the short chapter x

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