Alpha Hades

Forgiveness is earned not Given

I don't understand why I got upset he had to wait centuries and sex was something that kept his wolf busy waiting for me. I wasn't gonna go running home because even though that's what I wanted Dad and Papa would never let me see Hades again -  (He could have told us) my wolf said I ignored him and ploped down on a tree stump. Truth is after I ran off I ran to deep in the forrest to remember where I am at the moment, I pulled out my phone and fumbled around on it. I felt something click in my head and Hades voice ecoed in my head (JUDE PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE OKAY) Hades yelled - The panic in his voice made my heart break (Am fine - kinda lost) I said to him he sighed and spoke ( I sense where you are and I'll be right there....let me just explain it to you), ( You don't need to explain I don't know why I ran off - I knew that you would be you know but I don't know why it hurt ) (Jude it hurt because I belong to you - just like it bothers me that you didn't save yourself) he said. I kept quit after and that and soon I was his shadow in the bushes I stood up and he truged and when he saw me he through himself at me giving me a soul crushing hug. "Am so sorry about Kaylee she - I cut him off with my hand. "No need to I forgive you Hades because it was before you meet me as long as an yours now am okay with what you were before"I said, his eyes told his emotions before he said anything he was happy that I wasn't mad at him "Hades you have to know something, I'll get so sad, I'll get insecure, I'll get jealous I'll get lonely, I'll overreact and I'll make mistakes. but I promise I will always give you my loyalty" I said and that when he kissed me and I may sound like Taylor Swift but I was sparks got as he grabbed my cheek and brought me closer to him and his other hand wondered to the back of my neck and mine hands found his hair
And when we kissed one another for the first time, I swear I could hear our souls whisper ever so quietly, "Welcome home." He pulled away taking deep breaths "That was amazing"he hummed his eyes shinned green showing fenrir was near "You know it use to scare me so much when I didn't know what was coming in my life. Jude you make me so happy and i just never thought i could feel this way again and i don't wanna be sad i wanna be happy with you"Hades said to me, he rubbed my cheek with his thump and my heart was hammering in my chest "Is it werid to say am already head over heals for you"I mumbled burrying myself into his chest it rumbled as he laughed "No because I would be lying if I said I wasn't too"he said rubbing my back soon the atmosphere shifted and we were in his room his Cal king bed was smack dab in the middle with blue and gray satin sheets to match his grey walls it was a rather dull room was just a desk and a laptop with a bookshelf and some picture frames true but what should I expect this guy is over centuries old he led me over to the bed then laid down down and pulled me too his chest. I pulled away and took my shirt off I pulled my hips up off the bed and took my pants off I turned to see Hades and he had done the same he got back into bed a cuddled he traced my back muscles "Jude, I love you. I never thought that I would love you the most. I love you so much that it already breaks my heart. I didn't mean for you to see the old me, but I think this is how life should be - Jude be warned Pain made me realize that it's not a kaleidoscope world. I've went centuries without you - Am not letting go now"