His Love

chapter 29

Ayesha P.O.V

Smiling slightly at my thoughts which were again and again taking the name of Zubair I looked at him , he was busy on phone ..his hair were pushed back in a quiff making him look extremely attractive ..he was what you call goals to be honest I know he's Uzair even though its completely and utterly pathetic of me thinking such a thing that he's Uzair knowing my Uzair is not here anymore ..but whenever Zubair is near I feel like I'm close to Uzair I was so engrossed in his thoughts I didn't noticed him taking my name

"Ayesha" he spoke

I quickly answered

"G yes ?"

He patted the spot next to him signalling me to have a seat next to him , slowly making my way towards him I sat down next to him . he looked at me and smiled

"Shauhar kya itna acha lagta hai ke usey dekhi ja rahi thi" ( do you like me so much that you were gazing at me continuously) he spoke making me blush and lowering my head

"Don't be shy my little cupcake" he chuckled and hugged me tightly

"I can't breathe" I giggled

He laughed and pulled away suddenly my pendent got stuck to  his shirt , I looked the pendent and tried to untangle it from his shirt but I failed to do so

He took a hold of the pendent and slowly untangled it from his shirt , he looked at me and then looked at the pendent , he opened it and slowly and looked at the picture and what was written inside

He kept looking at it and after a quite of some time he broke the silence by speaking

"He loved you didn't he " he asked

I looked at him and answered

"Yes"

He slowly smiled and spoke

"Would you tell me how you two met"

I was stunned because this isn't what I expected it was far away from my anticipation

"What" I asked with my croaked voice as it was unbelievable for me to believe that he's asking me for something that turned my life from heaven to hell and then from hell to heaven

But deep down I always knew the hell between our story was always heaven because I had someone who loved me unconditionally

Someone who loved me foolishly , and even at his last breath he didn't let me think that this is the end , instead he made me felt that this is the beginning of a new tale

"Would you ? " Zubair questioned me

"Yes" I answered

"He was a mafia not just a simple mafia but a mafia don my brother was his close friend , when he came over our house that's when we met , after some weeks I was supposed to be wed off to hamza the member of the Mafia's gang but when he came to know about the betrayal of hamza and one another guy he crashed at on my wedding , he killed hamza infront of my eyes and married me infront of hundred of eyes making me his , he loved me like I was his everything .. He never raised a hand on me instead he killed those who even thought of hurting me we were happy he promised me that he will never let anyone do harm to me , it felt complete but one day my life turned upside down , when I saw the man whom I love so much dying in my arms , I saw the man whose name was enough to give people chills down their spines die ... I saw my Uzair die" I broke down crying

"My Allah knows how I spent these two years without my Uzair , My Allah knows how I spent two years without his arms" I sobbed more and more

"My Allah knows how I spent these two years without hearing him taking my name from his lips"

"Only my Allah ...only my Allah knows" I put my hands over my face and broke down crying like this was the last day of my life

I felt two arms wrap around me and pulling me close , these arms felt so familiar I hugged Zubair tightly and just let my eyes be closed and let myself live in this moment

"By Allah ayesha I will keep the promise I made I will not let anyone harm you" he spoke .. Suddenly I stopped crying and looked at Zubair

My eyes met mine and his eyes held the same love which I saw in the eyes of Uzair

Suddenly I felt him hiss in pain I quickly took a hold of his hand and asked him .

"Are you okay what happened"

He nodded his head yes and looked at me

"I'm okay"

He looked at me like he was reading something

"Ayesha" he called out

"G (yes)" I spoke

"You're mine" he spoke , I was shocked for once after hearing that as I wasn't expecting that

"I've let you go once and by Allah I won't let you go again" he spoke while his hand was grasping mine and his eyes were making their way to my soul

He's Uzair....he indeed is .. Its so idiot of me to think that but why do I keep feeling this way the questions roaming inside of my mind can only be answered by one who's the creator of this whole universe and that's Allah

I've put my hope on Allah and indeed when the time is right he will answer these questions by himself

Zubair P.O.V

I think I'm loosing my mind I keep saying things I shouldn't but I've no control over myself when these flashbacks hit me , after these flashbacks I feel so over protective over Ayesha even though I know she's belongs to me lawfully and legally but why do I feel the need to keep her as mine for always why do I feel the need to protect her more and more

Ayesha feel something more than a wife to me , I feel like there's some sort of old relationship between us that was broken due to some reasons and now that the wounds her healed by the passage of time the relationship is back to refresh the wounds and heal them properly with new memories and love

It become a need of mine to keep ayesha near to me , she was my intoxication and I know she was such an alcohol that will make me go crazy , but I wanted this alcohol more and more

From all these flashbacks and now from listening the what happened to Ayesha I know that there is something between me and Uzair

And if Allah wills I will get the answers very soon

"Hey guys ! I'm sorry for such a chapter  my exams are finally over and right now I need your prayers the most the results of my exams are tomorrow please guys I need your prayers like oxygen right now and I promise I will update damn sooner if you pray ! Thank you so much for all the love and care and yes for the support of course !"