Dear Ashton,
I miss you so fucking much. It’s been a month and I can’t get over you. I wish I never took those days of us together for granted. Do you ever think of me?
My friends say I need to get over you and all I can do is shake my head an start crying. I thought you were the one for me.
Dear Ashton,
I found your shirt today in our- I mean my closet. I couldn’t help but cry. It smells like you too. God I miss the smell of your cologne.
I haven’t been out of my house in days. My friends are worried about me. They keep asking if I want to go out with them. I’ve come to a point where I just ignore them. I hope you haven’t forgotten about me.
Dear Ashton,
I fell asleep crying for the 20th time. I feel so numb. I wish you would just come back.
I’ve been wearing your shirt, I hope you don’t mind. You’ve probably forgotten about it, like you’ve forgotten about me. It’s tearing me apart Ash that you're not here anymore.
My friends don’t call me anymore. They’ve probably forgotten about me as well. I have nobody anymore.
Dear Ashton,
I went on twitter finally since forever. A few of your fans had unfollowed me. I didn’t post anything. I contemplated deactivating.. I started to tear up. I never meant those harsh words Ashton.
I’m so fucking sorry.
Dear Ashton,
Remember last Valentine’s Day when you took me to Paris? I wish I could relive that day over and over. I miss you so much. I’m giving up Ashton.
Dear Ashton,
I went on twitter again. I can't bare to look at the trend. #RIPAshton
Just thinking of it makes me want to burst into tears.
Dear Ashton,
It hurts so much Ashton. There are never enough words or emotions to show how much I miss you and love you. I would do anything to take back those words.
Everything I see reminds me of you.
Dear Ashton,
One of your fans mentioned me on twitter. She sent me a photo of You and I. It hurts too much.
I haven’t smiled in days. It’s harder every day to go on like this. I haven’t eaten in two days. All I want to do is sleep. I wish you would just come home and we could just lie in bed and just talk about random things like we used to.
All I ever seem to do is sleep and cry. I miss you so fucking much.
Dear Ashton,
One of my friends came over today. She started crying when she saw me.
Your shirts scent is going away. I wish I could go back to when we were together.
There are just some things I will never forget. Do you remember those days when you would come back from the studio and we would just sit on the couch and play video games for the rest of the day? You would always let me win.
Dear Ashton,
I went out today. Your fans recognized me. I hope they couldn’t tell how tired and sad I looked. I should’ve worn makeup.
You always told me how I didn’t need makeup to look beautiful.
Have you forgotten about me yet?
