Is This Reality? (Taylor Caniff Fanfic)

Chapter 20 Shawn.

Mia's pov

We looked everywhere for Shawn and couldn't find him. We finally looked in the basement and saw Shawn and Lisette making out. We giggled and Cameron yelled "OH KILL EM!" We all laughed and Shawn notice that he's late and ran on stage. I got dressed and saw Taylor. "Hi baby" he said. "Hi Taylor" I said fixing his shirt. "So you ready?" He asked. I nodded "babe can I have some of your water?" I asked. He nodded and turned around so I can get it out of his backpack. Then i saw a magazine of me and him on it. I smiled because he had it in his backpack. I grabbed the water and drank some. I put it back and zipped his backpack then grabbed his hand. We walked to Gort and he handed me my army mic with my ear plugs. I plugged them in my ear and turned on my mic. I got on stage and said "What's up Londonnn! How's everyone tonight?" I asked. They all screamed. Niall came on stage to hand me my guitar. Everyone screamed louder. I laughed and Niall went off stage. I started singing true love and then the rest of the songs. I went off stage and went to the meet and greet. I told Hayes to take a picture of me and Taylor. "Hayes you take horrible pictures" I said looking at them. He laughed. "Well I am only 13" he said. I rolled my eyes. "Babe let's go the meet and greet is over" Taylor said. I smiled at him and took his hands. We went to the lads house packed up and loaded the car for New York. "Bye guys thank you" I said to the boys and hugged them. "You guys are welcomed anytime when you guys come to LA" Jack said. "You guys are welcome whenever you come to London or Ireland" Niall said. "Thank you" we all said. We all went on the plane for New York.

We got off the plane to the snow. We went to the Maddison square garden. We saw Lisette talking to someone. I walked up to her and she said "Mia would you like to make a movie?" I looked at Taylor and bit my lip not sure what to say. He nodded and I nodded to Lisette. "Then it's settle, also Shawn go and get set up for sound check" he went off while Taylor and I went back to the hotel. "Babee I am tired" I said leaning my head on Taylor. He laughed and put my feet on the couch and put my head on his lap. He started rubbing my back then went to my stomach. I got up and looked at him. "Babee" Taylor whined. I laughed and kissed him. It turned into a heated make out session. And leave the rest to your imagination.

I woke up and notice that I had to go to the concert. I didn't wake up Taylor though because he looked so peaceful so I just left a note and left the hotel room. I got to the venue and did sound check until I felt throw up coming up my throat. I ran off stage and into the bathroom. I threw up and cleaned myself then went to the stage. "Are you ok babe" Taylor asked rubbing my back. I nodded and went to get dressed. While I got dress I looked at my underwear and notice I am on my period. I groaned and went to get new underwear and a pad. I changed and put my dress on and heels. I walked out and grabbed my pink and blue mic and my earplugs. I put my earplugs on and went to Taylor laid my head in his neck. "Go rock the stage babe" Taylor said since I was announced to go on. I let go of him and went on. I sang my songs then went off stage to get some water. I changed into my 2nd clothing and went back on stage and went on my little music note that goes up in the air. I saw Molly and Laura. I waved and smiled. I got back on stage and now we were doing questions some of them were hate but I didn't care. I walked to the meet and greet then went to the hotel. "I am so tired" I said to Taylor. He picked me up and carried me to the room. I fell asleep instant.

Morning*

It was New Year's Eve so I had to go to Times Square. "Hey Mia!" Katy said running up to me. "Hey!" I said hugging her. "So where's Taylor I heard you guys are married!" She said. I laughed and said "He's hanging out with the boys and were not married he just have me a promise ring" I said showing her. She smiled and said "young love" she pointed to Taylor since he was coming this way. "Hi babe" he said. "Hi" I said. I missed going out with him. "Babe I miss us" he said. I started to let a couple tears out. "I do too" I said. "Maybe we should take a break" he said. I stopped crying and looked at him "What" I said and let go of him. "Just a little one babe I mean we never spend time together anymore" he said. I walked to him, took the ring off, held open his hand, put the ring in his palm, then closed his hand. I ran to Cameron and Hayes. I cried into their chest. I can't do this. I went to Lisette and said "This might be my last performance" then walked back to Jack. "I can't believe it!" Cameron said. "Me either" said Hayes next to him. I looked down at my necklace and opened it. I saw the picture of us. I cried and cried until sound check. I sang horrible and didn't even dance. So I decided to sing my new song Love Will Remember. I put my heart into that song. I sang and sang and it reminded me of Taylor. I walked off stage and saw Jack. J. "I heard what happened Mia" he said. I ran into his arms. I cried until I had no tears left. We all went back to the hotel. I walked to my room hopefully Taylor was there. I walked in and all there was my luggage and a note on my bed it said "Mia I know I love you and I know you love me, but your always busy and we never spend time together anymore. Just know I'll see you again and that I went back home. I packing my bags then going back to my real home. I love you a lot don't forget babe. Love, Taylor" I cried and notice he left the ring. I slipped it back on and went to Hayes's room. I knocked and he answered. "Hi Mia" he said smiling. "Hey" I said weakly. "Can I sleep here tonight" I said. He smiled and let me in. I saw everyone there. The whole Magcon boys. Except Taylor. I hugged all of them. "We all came to see you perform" Nash said. I thanked them and sat down. "Anything wrong Mia?" Aaron asked. I looked at my ring took it off and laid it on the counter. "He's gone" I said with a few tears coming out. They all came in a group hug. I sat in Cameron's lap and fell asleep crying.

Morning*

I am numb.

No feeling.

Nothing.

I am tired.

Can't move.

And I just wanna go home.

I woke up and got ready. I went to Times Square with Hayes and Cameron. We got there and we took a group picture Infront of the stage. I got on stage did sound check then got dressed for tonight. I got my high waisted jeans, my LA crop top, and my woven boyfriend blazer. I wore my flats and grabbed my mic since I was going on. I sang my song then sang my old song forget forever. I walked off and saw my sisters. "Hi Guys" I said and hugged them "hey good job babe" Molly said kissing my head. "Thanks" I said. "Where's Taylor?" Laura asked. "Laura were taking a break" I said playing with my ring. Her smile faded and she walked away. What's up with her?