Past Love

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You didn't understand why you had such an attraction to Jinyoung. Everyone thought you were so crazy to even want to be in his company in anyway, shape, or form. Maybe it was his eyes. To you, his eyes held such a dark and devilish gaze. The way he looked at you had you weak with one stare of his chocolate eyes. Something about him, just made you want to ravish him at anytime. But you also had a guilt in you from time to time.
  Maybe it was due to the fact that everyone kept telling you he wasn't good for you. Your ex boyfriend, Youngjae that you were dating for about three years was very kind and sweet around your family. And they loved his happy enthusiastic personality. He was an angel. But like every relationship it wasn't perfect behind closed doors. He wasn't giving you the attention you wanted. You understood he was working in the studio all the time , but off days when he wasn't tired he wouldn't pay so much attention to you. You'd feel selfish at times, but you just wanted your old boyfriend back. Before he was so busy all the time. You missed the way he used to kiss you passionately, and the way he would hold you and tell you that you meant so much to him. Even the sexual aspect was amazing. It's was more than just sex, it meant something more than that.
     You guys ended the relationship but you loved each other very much still. He still had the key to your house and every thing. It's just that some of the spark was missing between you guys. And at the time you guys didn't know how to fix what was broken. You still texted. Somethings about your past relationship. But you had someone new. And you couldn't deny that. Besides with Jinyoung you would have this undeniable feeling  in your stomach when he touched you. The spark , every thing was there. Nothing felt missing. He gave you what you've been wanting for a while. And you were content with every thing in your life.
  You couldn't lie. He made you feel things that even you couldn't explain. But, you knew you liked the rush he gave you. You loved how he made you feel safe but gave you the thrill you've always craved for in your life. As you were in your dim lighted room, sitting in your bed, wrapped comfortably in your black sheets thinking about your guilty pleasure Jinyoung, and trying to get your past lover out of your head you got a text from him.

Text from Jinyoung at 10:50am: Are you up right now?
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You vastly flew your head up with the sudden "ping" you heard and grabbed your phone.

You at 10:52am: Yeah i'm up.
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Jinyoung at 10:53: Good. I'm coming over.
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Your eyes were lit up like fireworks. You got goosebumps just thinking about him, and you felt a heat in your core. You couldn't hold back the sexual tension you two always shared. You guys where in a relationship, a decent one, and it just made it worse. He's the "I don't give a shit, I'll do what I want" type of guy. That's just another reason everyone thinks he's not good enough for you. But you liked how he didn't care about somethings. It just made everything more interesting. More exciting for you. He always kept you on your toes. You finally responded after you got your heart beating back at a normal speed.
   You at 10:54am: It's pretty late you know that right. I wouldn't want you driving alone at this time.
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Jinyoung at 10:55am: Well, the bright side to that is that I won't be alone for long. And you can't say you don't want me to come over. You know you can't get enough of me even if you tried Y/N. You can't resist the way I make you feel. Hm. Or I could be wrong..I'm on my way. I'll be there in twenty minutes.
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You at 10:56am: Okay..
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  You had shivers down your spine. Your head was spinning as you pushed back your hair anxiously. He was right. You couldn't get enough of him. You needed him. His intoxicating touch that would sometimes be slow and painstaking. Most of the time he liked to see you shake beneath him. He liked being able to tease you and all you could do was beg. And he loved it. It would leave you wanting more of his wondering touch. Or the smell of his cologne that hit you when he would pull you in his embrace with a strong force.
  You began to think about how you knew the night could end. You, not being able to breath and shivering, and him feeling very satisfied with him self for being able to make you tremble over even the slightest friction between the two of you. You got up from you bed and brushed your teeth and didn't bother putting on any shorts. What was the point? At around 11:15 you heard a car door open and closed then an alarm to lock it. Your door bell rang.
  You got out of bed gasping at at the feeling of the cold wood meeting with your bare feet. You get to the front door and opened it. Before you could even say hey to him, you felt a pair of soft lips caressing yours and him biting at your bottom lip. You let out a surprised gasp for the unexpected action, but was soon forgave when you felt his warm lips come in contact with the sensitive skin of your neck. You moaned out in bliss, and him feeling pleased that he made you feel good.
   He then picked you up and wrapped you around him. He started to walk down the hall way to your bedroom and you could already feel yourself letting lose. Or at least that was the was what he made you feel like. He threw you on your bed and kissed you from your neck down to your waist. You bucked your hips due to him being so close to where you craved him the most. Your were praying that he wasn't in his teasing moods. You just wanted him to fuck you senseless. And it was just your luck that he wanted the same. He made his way back up to you and kissed you one last time before he took off his his dark blue shirt and black jacket. He then ripped off your thin long sleeved shirt with no regret. He just looked at you with  desire in his eyes. That look. Then you just knew shit was going to get serious.
He kissed you roughly and you gripped and pulled on his soft black locks that was at one point styled decently. But in the situation, it was more than expected. Jinyoung moaned out when you did the action, him doing that made you go crazy. His grunts and whimpers were like beautiful music that you couldn't get enough of. And you were so happy that he wasn't scared to let out a few heavenly sounds of pleasure.
"I've missed you so much." He confessed.

"Its only been a couple weeks since the l-last time we've seen each other." You were faltered that he miss you so much but you had to be a little humble.

"Two weeks to fucking long. God i've wanted to touch you for so long Y/N" Just a simple sentence like that your head was spinning. You missed him touching you as much as he missed doing it. But you before you could proceed, you stopped him from making bruises on your stomach so you could reach over to your night stand and turn your phone on silent. As you went to return back to him, you heard someone or something hitting your front door. Jinyoung noticed but he ignored the sudden distraction. You stopped him and told he were going to go see what was all the recuse was about. You put on a big baggy black jacket and loss shorts. You go to the front door and and opened it and you were surprised by what was there.

"Y-Youngjae?.." You said astonished.