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those five months being away from jack were hard on me too.

knowing i had to completely isolate myself from jack hurt me. it got to the best of me and for one month straight. i was drinking my ass off. doing some drugs here and there. usually smoking. and hooking up.

i also dropped out of university. how fucking stupid. my parents basically disowned me. i was a mess.

i didn't look like myself, i didn't feel like myself, i didn't even know myself.

i broke the promise of seeing jack everyday after two days. pathetic.

for three months, i was a mess. then, madison, stass, and hailey helped me get back on track.

i'm going in for an audition today for some kind of action movie.

despite me getting hella out of myself, i managed to stay in shape. so i could do stunts and all.

the reason i turned to acting because during those dark three months, i learned how to not be myself. to fake it.

and that's what i did as i walked through those doors to audition for a movie i don't think i'll be able to handle.

meh, there's a first for everything.