Feelings...

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~~Phil's POV~~

'This is it! I am so nervous. I am so scared. I am going to crap my pants'. These were the thoughts running through my head while standing at the entrance of the Manchester Piccadilly Train Station, waiting for a special someone to step off the arriving train. Dan Howell. 


It all started when he became a fan of me and started replying to all of my tweets, and messaging me often, trying to get my attention. I soon noticed, and after working up the courage (he's HOT!), I replied to one of his replies to my tweets, saying that I've noticed we seem to like a lot of the same things. He quickly replied, telling me that he loves me and my videos, and he wants to know if I will share some editing tips with him. Not long after, we started private messaging and soon enough, Skype calling. Over the weeks and months that we have been chatting, I feel like we have gotten to know each other really well. I know all his deepest secrets, and he knows all of mine. Well, all but one... But I can't tell him! 


To be honest, I think I like him... more that just friends do. I have known I am gay for a few years now, but I can't tell him what I think of him because I know he won't feel the same. I don't even know if he's gay! That is one topic that we have both managed to avoid during our long, deep conversations over Skype...

~~Dan's POV~~

Here I am, sitting on the train, on my way to Manchester, to meet Phil Lester, my inspiration and all time favourite YouTuber. I can't believe I'm doing this... The thing is, I have feelings for him. I mean, I'm never going to tell him how I feel, I don't even think he is gay! A good looking guy like him probably already has heaps of girls chasing him, and probably boys too. Even if he is gay or bi, I'd never have a chance with him.. 

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