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Dear Diary,
Sometimes things happen for a reason. They teach you a lesson, whether it was good or bad. Mistakes give you wisdom, but heartbreak.. heartbreak just makes you unwanted.

If god really exists, why does he do these things? Why does he give me these thoughts about death and depression? Anxiety hits you like a bullet, and you can't control feeling helpless. I did nothing wrong, neither did he but here I am, crying on the bathroom floor like a little bitch.

I'm sorry brother. I'm sorry dad. I'm sorry mum. I'm sorry for being a disappointment. See you next time Diary, thanks for listening. ~Ally

a/n: my heart goes out to the families of victims of the Manchester bomb at Ariana's concert last night, i hope everyone currently injured can heal quickly and regain their health. love you all. -Olivia