And your name feels so wrong but your body feels so right, boy
Your laughter and your cries
But your 'I-love-you' s never felt right
You make me wanna go crazy
But I would never wanna change it
Cuz you're the light in my life
and I just can't let you go.
But it feels so fucking wrong, oh boy
how are we going to fix this when we both lay broken on the floor?
this time we both will fail
I just wanted to be your light but it seems like you found your light and it's not me
at least you're happy
I'm sorry I never gave you the attention you wanted but I'm just not good with people
I'm antisocial and I'm weird
and I hate myself for loving you but
my heart just can't let you go
Even though it's hard I have to
Cuz you'll never love me like I love you
and I'm so afraid of falling apart when you're not there to catch me when I fall
but the truth is
you never were mine and I was never yours
and I don't have the right to complain about you don't loving me
But the thing is that I will love you no matter what
And I can never let go of you
Because you are the love of my life and I'd die with the try to let go of you
And if I mean just a little bit to you,
then please
don't let me go
cuz I need you so much
