All alone.

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AN: Hey lovebugs, i'v suddenly got REALLY obscenest with Shyland ( Shane dawson and Ryland adams) so this is gonna have Shyland in it. pic above is baby Ryland^^^

~~~Sapphire~~~

It's been 4 weeks. I want my family back. Please lord, bring me back to them.

"Please! I need them" I sob, and sob, until all the water has drained out of me. Yet somehow i'm not thirsty not hungry all i want right now is my family, the family Violet and I created, the family that I left to keep them safe. That was the stupidest thing i have ever done.

"please, please, give them back to me" What if i'm gone for years. Violet can't handle that many kids at once.

I find the strength to pick my body weight up and walk. I walked until i collapsed. Like i did before i tried to get up but god isn't on my side. Who am i kidding? God was never on my side, if god was on my side i would still be in the house with my so called 'parents' and 'sister' me and Vi cuddling up on the couch giggling away at our very inappropriate jokes. I would watch Olivia grow become the next luna. Maybe god is on my side now that i think of it. I wouldn't have Josh nor Ryan, not even Ryland. So maybe this was his plan? A plan to make me realise how much i need my baby's and Girlfriend.

I start to sob more and more.

My girlfriend that i was gonna ask to marry me at the top of the feris wheel, where we first kissed, were we raised our own little family, were josh stayed waiting for his true love.

I sobbed harder.

Josh is such an angel.  He deserves the best of the best. He dosen't have that. He shouldn't have me. I was the one who left I was the one being stupid I was the one that screwed all this up. It. Was. All.Me..... Now I need to fix it.

I get up and drag my body to the oak tree and walk the way i remember them going.

" VIOLET, JOSH, RYAN, JASON. ANYONE? PLEASE"




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