Denial

The First Entree

I've always been the smallest kid in my classes even though i'm one of the oldest. My grades have been so-so always, I could never get past a B but never below a C. Oh yeah my dad moved because of his job, he is a pastor. No i'm just shitting you he is just an average truck driver that delivers milk. My lovely mom has been a nurse for almost 4 years as of today, she also works with the elderly and always helps them no matter how small the problem. Weirdly enough I have an older brother named Leo and he works at a small but cute flower shop and he always gets me flowers. His favorite one liner when he meets me is...

"Hey Princess!" We just moved to this small town in the country because of my dad's trucking business. Today is also the very first day of school and I am writing in my journal just to keep my mind and thoughts in check. I forgot to tell you what grade I am in, i'm a sophmore well my older brother is a senior so this is my last year with him. I got to make it count. I am ready to take on this school and what surprise awaits me.

"Oh Jaylan your shirt looks awesome, where did you get it?" or someone could be like...

"Wow Jaylan your so cool can you sign my cast pretty please?" Wow I can't wait for school in a few hours. Now I realize the only person that I have actually seen now is this guy named Keith and OMG let me tell you guys about him. He has such a cool and nonchalant aura. I feel like if anyone hurt one of his loved ones they would go home packing hehe. I know it is very rare for a cool guy like him to notice a small guy like me but I swear when I went to my brother's flower shop he was there and he was like...

"Hey can you like move out of the way short stuff I want to get a rose?" When he said that my breathing got heavy and the glass from the windows got steamy. Sadly in reality he kinda just nudged me out of the way and saying.

"I did ask." I was blushing and I zoomed out of the door and went straight in my room just to jump on my bed and droll. The way his muscles felt and the way he smelled like axe cologne,I just was paralyzed on my bed thinking about him and now I get to go to school and see him. I kinda forgot to tell you about my self sorry I have kinda like a faux hawk and it is rainbow colored and it use to be long and brown but I chopped it off to have a new appearance. My big brother Leo has green eyes and he has bluish-silver hair with hazel eyes even though I swear they are brown, he is such a lier when he "Knows" they are hazel. He also has a little scruff on his chin and his sideburns and when he is not wearing a shirt he has some scruff in what he calls his "happy zone" Hehe sorry to much info. Well I wish I could write more journal about Keith and everyone else but I have to get on the bus and I still have not even showered so... yeah well anyways see you soon!

Hey guys I really hope you like this prologue to my new series and I really hope you enjoy it. LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK FOR YOUR PRESENT AND FUTURE SUPPORT!

Yuki!