I don't know how to not miss you.
Missing you is like needing to cry
But not having anymore tears.
Missing you is like walking out into a storm
And expecting to stay dry.
Missing you is like screaming at night
With no one awake to hear your pain.
Missing you is like running in circles
And expecting to get somewhere.
Missing you is like having a million things to say
And not saying anything at all.
Some days I feel everything all at once
And some days I feel nothing at all.
But is it less painful to drown in the waves of sadness
Or die from the inevitable thirst for you to miss me too?
I miss the memories we shared
And the plans we made for the future.
I miss the way you used look at me
And it hurts to know you'll never look at me
The same way I still look at you.
The pain is beyond what words can express
But, oh how lucky I am
To have had something with you
That makes saying goodbye this
Hard.
