Worth The Wait

~26

Jessy P.O.V😤

I've been skipping classes for the past few days because all my cuts and bruises won't disappear with make up unless I put on the whole thing. Eventually I stopped trying.

Im not able to tell who calls me or not because I don't have a phone anymore.

I honestly dont kno what to fucking do. I lost mo blood then I ever seen in my life and I've been hit in the head more times than I can count. I dont even have the strength to properly walk anymore let alone stand.

Sometimes I wonder if livings worth all the damn suffering. I mean life was good before but now it feels like I was sent straight to hell.

I cant take anymore if dis shit and Imma be honest i dont wanna live anymore and when ever Darius come I always hope and pray that one day he'll get tired of me and just kill me.

I heard a knock on the door and i nearly jumped out my skin.

"Y-yes?...." I said even though my voice was nearly gone and hoarse.

"Jessy you got a phone call from the main office" my old roommate said. She moved out cause she thought I was on sum kind of drugs when she would come back and see me crying or bruised up. I rolled off the bed and used the wall to balance me up. I had on a t shirt and shorts since it was like early in the mornin, on a weekend.

I opened the door and saw her standing there. She moved out the way and I limped all the way down the hall.

Jessy: Hello?

Mama: Jessica? Are you ok?

Jessy: im fine

Mama: why haven't you've ben picking up your phone?

Jessy: it broke, I dropped it

Mama: why is yo voice so hoarse? Have you been yellin?

Jessy: ..... *couldn't think of a lie*

Mama: Jess?-

Jessy: I gotta go, ma

Mama: Jessy?......... Girl you betta answer me... you hang up this phone i will-

I put the phone back on the hook and walked back to my room. I already got alot of shit on my plate ion need another big ass turd.

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It was round 6 o clock and I was still in the same spot on my bed. Curled up lookin at da wall, when I heard my door being unlocked. My stomache dropped and I closed my eyes pretending im sleep.

The door locked and closed and I heard heavy foot steps coming towards me.

"I kno yo ass aint sleep get the fuck up and gimme a kiss" La'Darius said. I slowly opened my eyes and saw he had on a T shirt and shorts. I sat up and did what he said. I gave him a peck but he grabbed me by my neck and French kissed me. He tasted alot like alcohol.

He pulled away and I sat back on my bed. Whenever he came around id be scared shitless cause I know he finna hit me.

But all he did was take off his shirt and shorts and came at me. "What are you doing?" I said moving back. He ignored me and pulled me by my legs back to him. He made me wrap them round his waist and he started kissing and sucking on my neck.

"Get off" I said pushing on him. He grabbed my hands and moved them. He kissed lower and lower til he was at the valley of my breasts. Then I righteously started getting scared.

I got out his grip and started pushing his ass in da face and I accidentally slapped him while trying to get out. His face twisted. Shiiiii. He grabbed me by my throat and repeatedly hit me in da face and they stung like hell. Dis time (after weeks) I fought back. I wasnt bout to get raped today, no sir.

He finally Caught both my hands and pressed his face in my ear. "Nah fam you finna take dis shit" he said grinding up against me.

"GET THE FUCK OFF MEE" I yelled tryin to kick him, but he was layin on me. He sat up and tore my shirt off along wit my shorts.

I was crying so hard I could barely see past my tears. But all I felt was pain in my area alot of fucking pain.

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Well...................................😐😐😐😐😐😐😤😭😭

I was this close 👌 to cryin on dis chapter.... its short but I didnt wanna add to tooo much

What y'all think gone happen??👀👀

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