Loving Him |Chanbaek [DISCONTINUED]

Goodbye. for now

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sigh, how long have i been away? I'm so sorry, you guys, I just.

I don't even know what's happening to me rn like everything is falling apart in my life and I'm honestly trying so hard to piece them back together but its just not working.

I hate to say this but I even have had thoughts of suicide before. (please don't kill me)However I know, you know, we all know, that killing yourself is never the answer.

I'm currently getting some help from my relatives at the moment but all these peer pressure, social anxiety and depression still isn't going away.

Peer pressure is the main cause of my problems; I can't do what I want, I cant wear what I want, I can't eat what I want, I cant go out with whoever I want to go out with, I cant live life like how I want to. It's just so fucking sad.

I hope it will all be fine soon. I can't tell yall what exactly is happening but I can tell you that it's not something pleasant.

I feel like everyone is slowly leaving my side and coming back to me when they need advice for their problems and I have just been so caught up in others that I forgot about myself. I really don't know who I am anymore.

I even felt like quitting wattpad, really, but i knew that writing ,sometimes, takes my mind off things. And most importantly, I write to make people like you guys happy.

I do apologize for all of this mess but I honestly can't take it anymore. I don't know when I'm gonna lose myself. I need to get a hold of everything.

This might be the last time I'm writing to yall, before I pick myself back up and face reality. And yes, that means this chanbaek ff might be discontinued. But I really had to let yall know about what's going on before I leave for my hiatus, again.

I truly, deeply and sincerely apologize. But I just am going through alot right now, I need space and time to focus on my personal shit and others.

I am so sorry, will write again if I even have the will to live.

Goodbye, beautiful beings, hope to be back on wattpad and be myself again.

Have a great day/ night ❤

Yours truly,
Gloria.