My darling, there are certain times where I just cannot bear to breathe. The screaming wont stop, and its all I can hear.These words, ripping and tearing with their venomous claws. Shredding me at the seems. Horrid. Whore. Slut. Cheater. Manipulater. Fat. Too Skinny. Anorexic. Ugly. Attention Seeking. Worthless. Hated. Alone. He doesnt love you. He does. You dont deserve him. Abuse. Rape. Pain. Hurt. Nightmares. Hell. My demons, contantly screeching. All these things running through my veins, every crevice of my mind. I cannot bear to live with myself tonight. I cannot handle this. I need you here. Please Stay. I need to be enveloped in your arms and tender words. I need to hear your voice. For it chases them away. My darling, I need you here
