Me: "I just hope that you can forgive me despite everything I have done."
Her: "Even if I forgive you would be nothing more as before, nothing."
Me: "I'm so sorry it won't happen again I promise you..."
Her: "...that i will never do the same shit, i swear. Correct?"
Me: "..."
-I feel embarrassed.
That hurts so much and I know I am a deformed Person, but I don't make it on purpose. It's confusing, I don't no why. She ist the first Person I have hurt, is it because of that I love her too much?
-Thats the thing about pain, It demands to be felt.
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